yall yesterday last night at 3 am i had the most FOUL thought ever.
story time:
so yesterday i was watching dance covers in bed (it was 3 am) and i watched like queencard dance cover, and then i wanted to watch enhyphen dance covers, so i watched drunk dazed and fever, AND THEN IT HIT ME I WANTED TO WATCH A BITE ME DANCE COVER (why? bc i thought it was cool they got female backup dancers for the cover too) and i watched some and then i said i wanted to watch the REAL DEAL so i watched studio chooms be original enhyphen bite me performance right? and tbh im not pissed off over the female backup dancers but then i rememberd the live enhyphen did a few weeks ago where they danced to bite me and heeseung was kinda spacing out and everyone said that he was probably thinking abt his backup dancer ( which kinda pissed me off idk why it shouldnt tho) but i stopped thinking abt that and halfway through the performance i thought abt heeseung again AND I HAD THE FOULEST THOUGHT EVER: i said (in my head)"well i mean this is probably the only time a woman will touch them like that" THIS EMOJI PERFECTLY DEPICTS MY FACE WHEN I THOUGHT THAT --> *skull face*that was my face I COVERED MY MOUTH AND SILENTLY SOBBED and then i thought "i-is that why they wanted female dancers beacuse---" i silently sobbed for the rest of the night bc of that thought ;( i need help. is this that serious or am i overreacting?? bc i couldnt with my self after that ;((
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