le_beautiful_monster

Hey guys, it has been a very long time. I hope are of doing well. It has been a long time since I've been on here. Love, Mike

le_beautiful_monster

Hey Guys! 
          
          I know it's been a long time, but life has caught up to me and it's hectic. I'm on here off and on. Off for the most part. I'm currently on winter break from college and go back in about a week or so. I'm actually heading to stay with my parents back home a few days, so that shall be interesting. 
          
          I have a request of sorts. If anyway is interested in my books or maybe picking them up and turning it into their own, hit me up. I'm busy in the most non-busy way there is. I seriously lack any motivation to write anymore. Took a college English class and the teacher basically destroyed my faith in writing. It was humiliating. 
          
          Anyway, I'm off to work. 
          
          Love you <3 <3 
          A

le_beautiful_monster

Hey all, 
          
          I know I haven't been on in a long while, but I'm here now. I have been all over and I don't think I've been this busy in my entire life. It's exhausting.  Anyway, here's a newer update: 
          
          > I now know where I am going to college! I move in the fall and I'm so super excited! It's going to be a wild experience. 
          
          < Prom is in just a few short weeks and I have yet to buy a dress. I only went to try on dresses once and that was over a month ago X| I know, I know. I need to get my life around haha
          
          > I work more now. A good three to four days a week and that doesn't include when people need someone to work for them. Sadly, I really need this job and the money, but it exhaust me and the people aren't so grand and it's taking a toll on my mental health. I can't decide if I should wait it out until the fall or if I should wait it out until graduation and then put my two weeks in. It's stressing me out :?
          
          < Graduation is in 76 days! I'm so ready! One day closer to leaving this place and the people too! 
          
          < Band is driving me up the wall and back down. I feel like I can't enjoy myself anymore. There's so much pressure on the seniors and I don't know. Just ugh! 
          
          > I have wrote and mostly they're essay's for my Murder Mayhem class, but I will admit that the other day I was itching to write while I was in math. It just smacked me real hard and I wanted to so bad. 
          
          Y'all have a good day. I'm going to try to read or sleep a little. I worked last night and didn't get off until midnight :/ I was supposed to get off around ten... Oh well!
          
          Love, 
          A

le_beautiful_monster

Hey all, 
          
          I'm such an awful person! It's been too long since I've been on her and I feel like I'm neglectful towards y'all :/ So soooooooo sorry! 
          
          Anyway, I have just a short update for ya! 
          1.) I've applied to a bunch of colleges and I've been accepted to three out of the lot. No, I don't know where I'm going yet. Still working on that part. The program that I want to go into seems a bit 'flooded' and that's bad cause that would mean no job for :/ So I need to figure that part out soon. 
          
          2.) I have less that four months until I graduate! How crazy, right? I've been waiting for this moment for 12-13 years and it's so close, yet so far. I'm nervous about it. 
          
          3.) I now have a part time job that doesn't work me much, but enough to keep me on my toes and doing something. It's money and I really need money so I'm not gonna complain. 
          
          4.) Band is keeping me busy. We're doing really hard pieces this year for contest season and you must practice it or you'll suck. Everyone has a part in it that needs the practice or we'll sound like a train wreck. 
          I'm also taking a Solo so that's another thing that has me busy. Got to keep practicing it. 
          
          5.) I want to write so bad, but I just can't sit down and do it. I just don't have the motivation or I'm just too busy. I never really win. I hope, however, that things slow down just enough that I could produce a chapter or two. We haven't seen any snow this year O.O so that's another thing that is stopping me from slowing down. 
          
          If y'all need me, you know how to find me. I'm trying my hardest to keep in contact. I'm really reachable at my kik, which should be in my profile (I'll check and see in a sec). 
          Anyway, I'll update y'all again another time, late :) 
          
          XoXo,
          A