leaddancer

   //   cb  + specify  . I got too muse for him

demurez-

"did you know that was going to happen?"  he tugged his hand out of ji-woo's.  it didn't feel comforting right now.  "that they were going to about the accident?  you didn't seem surprised."

demurez-

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"I've hardly talked to   /  you  /   about it!  why would I want to tell someone I don't even know?!  the interview was already too much as is  ..  "  and he was too much of a people pleaser  ,  too desperate to be good enough for his team.  now  ,  the world knew about a subject he hated thinking about  ,  let alone talking about it.  "then they basically said that was why I'm shit at dancing!"  moon-su didn't curse  ,  they were the type to substitute it with less vulgar words.  "and   /  no one  /   said anything  ..  "
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leaddancer

@demurez-  //
            
                 ji - woo didn't try to reach back out just shoving his hands into the pockets of his jacket . `` uhm ... `` he shifted uncomfortably . ``  no  ?   maybe  ... ``
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demurez-

"I need to do better!"  moon-su exclaimed while tugging at the roots of his hair.  "I have to. I   /  have  /   to!  if I'm not good  ,  then I'm not needed.  if I'm not needed  ,  then you'll get rid of me!"

demurez-

"you don't know that  ..  "  he repeated again  ,  this time quietly.  he had heard those words so many times  —  had that promise broken over and over.  "what if I keep falling behind?  keep messing up?  what if I   /  can't  /   catch up?  why would  ..  why would you want to keep me then?"
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leaddancer

@demurez- //
            
                 ji-woo would squeeze his hands trying to help focus him away from the anxiety and fear .``  what do you take me for  ? `` the question was shaky , voice cracking slightly . `` im not going to abandon you like that , no matter what happens . `` 
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demurez-

they reluctantly allowed their hands to be moved.  they glanced up at the other  ,  face crumbled into a mess of anxiety and fear.  "you don't know that!  if I mess up enough  ,  your opinion on me will change!  it always happens  —  this isn't any different."
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demurez-

"I'm sorry!"  they immediately blurted out when they were finally behind closed doors.  "I didn't  —  I didn't mean to fall.  I know I ruined the performance but I   /  promise  /   it was an accident!"

demurez-

"I don't need to sit  ,  jyoo  ..  aren't we meant to discuss the performance with the others?  I don't want to delay it any."  he directed a smile towards the other.  "stop coddling mee.  I'm fine  ,  okay?"
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leaddancer

@demurez-  //
            
                 `` stop apologizing ... it's  okay , I promise . i am more concerned about you and your leg , okay? `` he says , frowning  . ``  sit down . I don't believe youre fine now  . `` he huffs out , eyes narrowing slightly . 
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demurez-

they weren't.  it hurt to stand  ,  to walk  ,  to move at all.  a zap of pain traveled from his hip down to his shin.  it   /  hurt  /   ,  but part of him felt as if he deserved it.  "I'm fine now.  I don't know what happened  ..  my leg just suddenly gave out.  I should have just gotten back up  —  just continued like nothing happened."  but every time he tried  ,  he had only ended right back on the floor.  "I'm sorry  ..  I'm really sorry."
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demurez-

   /     ji-woo passed on his bad habits to moon
          
          "I'll  —  I'll sleep later.  I still have to get this down  ..  it's not good enough.   /  I'm  /   not good enough."

demurez-

"don't lie to me  ..  "  he mumbled  ,  tensing slightly when ji-woo's hands made contact.  "I'll just practice in the room if you do.  I need to get this down."
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leaddancer

@demurez-  //  he's a bad influence i fear
            
                 ``  you are good enough .. `` he huffs out , grabbing his shoulders to keep him still now  . ``  don't make me drag you to bed  . ``
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demurez-

"  ..  why do I have to do practice questions?  you're  ..  not going to make me talk to the reporter  ,  right??"

demurez-

"a few too many!"  he curled his legs up to his chest  ,  propping his head up on his knees and wrapping his arms around his legs.  "it's nothing like singing!  I know what to say during that.  I have parts and lyrics that we've practiced hundreds of times.  an interview is different  ..  "
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leaddancer

@demurez-  //
            
                 ``  look ! look ..  im just doing what he said  .  it's only going to be a few questions  , alright ? and it'll go by pretty quickly . just act like you're still on stage singing to the fans , just minus the singing . `` 
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demurez-

they were quiet for a moment  ..  before letting out a quiet whine while quickly shaking his head in denial.  "why me?  anyone else would be a better fit!  I don't  —  I   /  can't  /   do it!  it's not like me not speaking much affects anything  ..  the fans like it!"
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