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i hope you're living in peace my darling. ♡

happy birthday lia c:
          you're getting so old haha...
          
          please, wherever you may be, stay safe. i love you so much. rest in peace, love <3 
          im thinking of you always

i hope you're happy wherever you are c: 
          
          i miss... you
          
          i break down crying at night because it hurts to lose you
          
          and the fact that... you were so young, i just-- 
          
          i wish i could've done something to help you
          
          im sorry i let you down
          
          im sorry i failed at being the perfect cousin
          
          im sorry for everything
          
          it's all my fault
          
          im sorry...

your birthday is coming up next month...

I may not have known you but you were a big part in these people's lives and I loved to read you book about Abby and Alyssa. I really hope that you're in a better place and that, even though I might not have known you, you know that you were apart of my life. 
          You are living on in your friends hearts and others.

i wish i said goodbye but i know that you're in a better place. the sun will rise and i will try again. i'll stay alive for you and abby. lia, you'll always be remembered and loved. you're the greatest gift that i got. 
          
          don't forget me, because im sure as hell not going to forget you <3

it was amazing to be your friend.
          i'll miss you.

lia.. i'll always miss you

im sorry lia
          
          i cant lose you too

i love you so much