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Bestie you good? 

can u finish the other toxic love story or are u going to continue the new one ?

please is this still going on??

i kid you not, writing a smut chapter while being sick is the hardest thing i’ve ever done

okay so i came upon a couple of comments on my tiktok about my Eren fanfic & it got me dummy mad.
          
          the comments said multiple things like how im normalizing & romanticizing toxicity & physical abuse???
          
          i just have a few words.
          
          1. normalizing & romanticizing toxicity was never my plan nor my intention. no human being should go through toxic relationships. they should never be damaged by another persons behavior & they should never get treated like trash. 
          
          the first version of toxic love was never a way of me showing that doing toxic things are fun. it was to show what happens in this types of situations & i never said it was right. 
          
          2. when the fuck did i write about physical abuse?? 
          
          i never made anyone abuse anyone in my fan fiction because that is unacceptable. abuse should never be normalized nor romanticized. 
          
          in my new version of toxic love all im going for is to show what happens in some teenagers life. all im trying to do is show what SOME young adults relationships have to go through. 
          
          i am NOT normalizing or romanticizing anything. 
          
          
          
          

wait- when you guys read a fanfic do you see them as people in real life or do you just see yourself as an anime person?? im curious 

hii good morning, good afternoon or good night to my lovely readers, i feel like i haven’t explained myself very well which caused some of you to be confused or not on track with what im doing so if you are one of those people please listen,
          
           the second book (the new version) is different , i made multiple changes & the setting is different since it’s in high school. 
          
          i wanna say that it’s not completely different because i still have the same plot and ending but the second book isn’t like the first one.
          
          in the first one i feel like the way i had y/n & eren act was childish for some one who actually barely know each other, some one who’s in college & almost out in the real word yk?
          
          i feel like the things i want them to do would more likely fit teenagers (high schoolers) 
          
          also i want this book to touch upon the topic of two things: the toxicity of y/n & eren’s relationship & what happens in the life of (some) teenagers. for an example: the drinking, the drugs, the partying, the sex, & since this is of course an eren x reader, the loving, the fighting & their future problems.
          
          
          if you still don’t understand please let me know & i’ll try to break it down more to you without spoiling anything for the book!
          
          also if those of you who have read this & see anyone confused in the comments or whatever, please explain to them what i explained to you please. 
          
          thank you everything, love leah *kissy face* 

the first chapter is completed but im scared to post it...

i’ve never been so stressed over a book *crys* i might just delete the current version of toxic love & post the new one & act like there was never an old one 

Day 4 without reading