leahemons12

Yall I almost had a mental break down today 
          
          
          So today we had like a spring festival in the cafeteria and we had these papers or "tickets" and we would pick what we waaaa wanted to do buy ranking them I ranked them from 1-4 I originally wanted to watch a movie and eat popcorn but there was too many peo people so they put video games instead it was ok but then we switched activites after an hour or somthing and I went to the cafeteria cus there was a dance anyway I have anxiety so I wasn't dancing I just wanted to hang out with my friend but she was with her other friends so I just stood in the corner and I got lonely and sooner or later I started shading tears and I went to the bathroom a couple times to wipe my eyes and then went back but my tears kept coming then my friend asked me if I was ok and I said yes and then someone asked if u was crying and I said no but that was a lie and I went to the bathroom to cry a little and some people cam in but I was in a stall so they couldn't see me and I quickly wiped my tears and put some makeup on but it just mascara and lip gloss so it wasn't much then I went back so yea that's what happened today

Hey guys (i don't think anyone is gonna be reading these but whatever)
          so i'm bi and i told my mom i have a crush on this girl her name is mia and my mom said i was to young to have a crush and before i told her i was anxious and now i am even more anxious that now my hands are shaking and it's hard to type but anyways my mom said that we will be talking about this tm so now i'm scared. my mom isn't homophobic she just doesn't want me dating anyone rn so i'll let you know what happens after bye guys have a good night

Today at school someone in my class said that a guy told me to go pick up cotton (I am black) and then that guy told me to do the dishes the dishes part doesn't really bother me that much but the cotton part does