leeknowsaurus_ly

they made us sing so much. in music.
          	
          	bro, the posture they made us do.. imagine standing with ur back straight ur neck high and you can't move for 50 minutes and are forced to sing without any major breaks. that's what we did. bro. it's js a veterans day preformance and we all did it fine, whats the big deal? i even started gagging and threw up in the middle of it. it was rehearsal. my mom called me dramatic even though im still a bit weak and dizzy

snoopy8793

@leeknowsaurus_ly DAMN we still haven't started music
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Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly In music we play instruments :DDD (I play the flute)
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Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly You okay...? Throwing up isn't dramatic, if you throw up, you need to stop what you're doing <3 
          	  Take a break, sit down and rest :3
          	  
          	  But the posture I can relate SO MUCH-
          	  For dance we need to dance wirh our shoulders forced back and neck stretched-no moving- plus you have to arch your back backwards until like you have this weird curve in your back :') and we just dance like that for 2 hours with a 1 minute break in between the hours *crying emoji*
          	  I can't even sit with my shoulders forward anymore- I've gotten used to bending my back backwards 
          	  So yeah, I don't need to imagine, I do it every moment of my life *another crying emoji*
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leeknowsaurus_ly

they made us sing so much. in music.
          
          bro, the posture they made us do.. imagine standing with ur back straight ur neck high and you can't move for 50 minutes and are forced to sing without any major breaks. that's what we did. bro. it's js a veterans day preformance and we all did it fine, whats the big deal? i even started gagging and threw up in the middle of it. it was rehearsal. my mom called me dramatic even though im still a bit weak and dizzy

snoopy8793

@leeknowsaurus_ly DAMN we still haven't started music
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Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly In music we play instruments :DDD (I play the flute)
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Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly You okay...? Throwing up isn't dramatic, if you throw up, you need to stop what you're doing <3 
            Take a break, sit down and rest :3
            
            But the posture I can relate SO MUCH-
            For dance we need to dance wirh our shoulders forced back and neck stretched-no moving- plus you have to arch your back backwards until like you have this weird curve in your back :') and we just dance like that for 2 hours with a 1 minute break in between the hours *crying emoji*
            I can't even sit with my shoulders forward anymore- I've gotten used to bending my back backwards 
            So yeah, I don't need to imagine, I do it every moment of my life *another crying emoji*
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leeknowsaurus_ly

i have too many story ideas but i can't make them all into books and they're too long for my oneshot book [sob]

snoopy8793

@channiestoehair GIRL THAT'S WHY I BRING A NOTEBOOK EVERYWHERE I GO!
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channiestoehair

@leeknowsaurus_ly me too bro it's annoying so i just.. Forget 
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leeknowsaurus_ly

jisung pyromaniac?

leeknowsaurus_ly

@snoopy8793 @channiestoehair someone who loves fire and setting things on fire
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leeknowsaurus_ly

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what the fuck is a kilometer?

_electricheartz_

@leeknowsaurus_ly a km is like 1093.61 yards (Google told me) and a metre is like a really tiny bit smaller than a yard so yh 
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Reec3Cupcak3

@binbin_bread I DON'T THINK AMERICANS KNOW WHAT A METER IS EITHER :')
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binbin_bread

Lmao- 1000 m=1km
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leeknowsaurus_ly

grr wolfgang
          (what?)

channiestoehair

@leeknowsaurus_ly GRAH WE GO WILD WOLF GANG WOOF WOOF
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Kiewi_skz

@leeknowsaurus_ly  Wolfgang (wolf wolf) Wolfgang (wolf wolf)
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leeknowsaurus_ly

grrah we go wild
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leeknowsaurus_ly

bro. i was talking to my therapist abt how i'm insecure and she brought up my weight and i told her how i (sorta) starve myself and shi. 
          
          she just said to "js eat." 
          excuse me? my mind and insides were screaming 'body dysmorphia' and 'anorexia' 
          how do u expect sm with body issues to just eat? it's not the easy 
          
          and she also tells me to "fight back" to my anxiety. god, it's not that easy, it)s like the thoughts are consuming me whole.
          
          
          also i'm at high risk for an ed

snoopy8793

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@leeknowsaurus_ly can i ask WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR THEREPIST
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converse_slay

@leeknowsaurus_ly that is NOT a therapist.
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Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly Same, the wattpad community is so nice <3 I love you too, so np because I know you need people to rely on during these times, and I'm glad I can be here for you ❤
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leeknowsaurus_ly

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okok chat theres this guy in my class lets call him c
          
          we have kind of a hate-hate relationship but it's a joking kinda hate
          like i abuse him 24/7 and he doesn't
          and we beat each toher up and shit
          but then people started.. shipping us
          like; "omg r u dating"
          like i was telling him the weirdest thing i've ever done since we were talking abt it earlier and i whispered it in his ear
          and then a girl, lily, said "omg r u dating??" and i ran away from him as fast as possible
          and then we were swinging in the same swing section, two in eac section, and people said "omg lookat the loverbirds"
          like girl no.. nuh uh
          i'm already happily married

Reec3Cupcak3

@leeknowsaurus_ly Real. Like, yall still single? I'm married!
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snoopy8793

@leeknowsaurus_ly Period. 
            
            I'm so glad we got married, its my biggest flex. like all my "friends" have chushs and I get to say that I'm already married to my two beautiful wifes
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