kaykay(kaly)

hi my loves

the people around me (the ones my age) are either making this war all about India (i don't agree w/ them like "oh we are dying soon") or they DON'T KNOW what tf is going on.
          
          wdym my classmates don't know why there's many people at all the natural gas centres in my city and well all over India.
          
          I don't think they know of the world situation but they don't know of their surroundings as well.
          
          Sick place, sick people!
          
          
          

i hate that my family doesn't know that I would never cry over a guy or relationships. i had a big fight with my sister, and I was angry at HER.
          
          But my mother told me today that my sis was "intelligent enough" to conclude that I wasn't angry at her but something else. And the first "something else" they could think of was me crying over any guy. They kept my health at second.
          
          what do I even say

literally yesterday, I was re-watching moments from i-land and today....

HEESEUNG LEFT ENHYPEN????
          
          WHAT THE FUCK

the one time i basically force myself to use a public washroom, i get a pelvic infection.
          
          it's hell istg. ladies keep your hoohaas safe.

i need to get laid at least ONCE before dying

I'm turning 20 this year wtf

that woman on insta who "got duped by a sasaeng pretending to be bangchan" 
          
          i don't fucking know what to say. 
          
          I'm sorry for actually judging BUT HOW CAN YOU BE SO GULLIBLE AND DUMB
          
          "he made me feel seen", "he had all the information about the member's next hairstyles", "he shared music with us", "he used the same syntax as chan", "he used words like my members, i"
          
          STOP WITH THIS BULLSHIT
          
          my next research IS gonna be on parasocial relationships because what the heck is this

so
          
          i can't sleep