leeminhyvngs
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I've probably been the most emo motherfucker I've known for the past 5 years or so, and was probably the person who said the words. You know, the "It's not a phase mom" words. So. Turns out it was a phase. A really long phase. A 5 year phase. However, as of late, I've become out of touch with that side of myself, and as a matter of fact, I'm probably a completely different person now. I'm discontinuing my Hollywood Undead fanfiction. It only seems like the right thing to do considering I no longer like the said group. However, if someone would like to continue it for me, dm me and we'll talk. I rarely update it anymore, but I'd like for it to continue for those who enjoy reading it. Anyway, let's get on with the whole reason I'm writing this entry anyway. I'm no longer emo. As I've said before in this entry, I've been emo for a very long time, and thought that I was going to be emo forever, however, that is clearly not the case anymore. So, the question remains, what kind of person do I consider myself? I've gotten many comments elsewhere stating that I'm a "Koreaboo" or whatever. Yes, I enjoy K-Pop. I think it's uplifting and I just LOVE the aesthetics, but I wouldn't consider myself a Koreaboo. I think that there's a fine line between being a fan of something and acting like you're a part of the culture. No, I wouldn't mind visiting South Korea as a tourist, but I respect the fact that I am an American and won't force myself into their culture. Korean food is great. But if I get shit for liking Korean food and being called a Koreaboo, I'll think of some degrading term to call you for ordering your orange chicken and rice from the local China Wok. Ok, so basically what separates me, a die-hard K-Pop fan through and through from a Koreaboo is that I have respect for their culture, I know my shit, and I don't pretend to like K-Pop like some people. I've ran into a few, and trust me, they're annoying as hell. So um. Thanks for letting me talk. Love you all. Bye.