m.leeknower

Happy birthday soul(that one emoji no clue what it’s called)
          
          Ilysmmmm soul u are amazing (tongue emoji)

Also I fear I might just completely scrap my other books..(I just don’t know what to do with it at all atp like uhh that’s just a jisung problem) so sorry to the like thirty people that read it(insert fucking sobbing emoji)

Guysh are there any like skz (texting Au’s?) or how you say in English.. that you recommend bc I rlly like ones where they’re texting 

(Ik im late please clown me)
          
          A message to moonbin, our fallen star
          
          Binnie, 
          It has been three years without you now.
          Three years too many.
          And three years ago when I first heard the news
          I thought it was some sick joke.
          Funny how things work..
          When I discovered that it wasn’t a joke it was the most heartbreaking thing ever.
          Me and millions of other people love you so much.
          Personally I love you so much that words can’t explain.
          I miss you, ml.
          Fly high angel.
          Moonbin, our fallen star. <3

First episode of dytd.. time or Wtv him name is is so fineeee and the interrogator dude

Sorry I haven’t been very active.. been goin through shit Fs..
          
          
          (Anyways hot take ADP is actually good except ONE PERSON(tarzzan Lowkenuinly hot))

Okay so I didn’t notify yall in the other one I think
          
          But bro Lee know and Changbin are Lowkenuinly my wifes

Louis from LNGSHOT is soooo fine 
          
          
          Guysh do we think I have a chance…(be so honest it hurts)

Is it bad I bought each version of enh new album (including signed ones)

Okay unm serious talk
          
          There’s something wrong with me.
          And I don’t mean liek oh “I’m so bla blah blah” or whatever or I’m not good enough— no. There’s something actually wrong.
          
          First, I see things. Things that I shouldn’t. I see animals that aren’t actually, I see figures, I hear things other don’t, I see ghosts. Anomalies. In-human things.
          
          And my dreams. 
          I remember each and everyone to the works. The details, the feelings, the people. 
          I remember dreams I had years ago. I have re accuring ones too. And they aren’t.. good.
          
          And this feeling. Where things around me aren’t real. Things that have happened to me feel like dreams, like a hallucinated them. Derealization. But differen.
          
          I see faces. Faces out of things that aren’t comment. And they’re everywhere. 
          
          And god. My constant paranoia.
          I don’t feel safe. I create scenarios. I always feel watched. I’m sure something could happen any moment. I’m so paranoid it’s not even explainable.
          
          And I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
          
          Anyways