legolasisawesome12

Sup Doggo, thanks for the support on my book, means a lot! I hope you’re enjoying it to the fullest 

May all of the internet rejoice... For our YouTube Saviour, Felix Kjellberg aka Pewdiepie, has hit 100 mil. History has been made. Wars have beeb fought. But it is now all over.

Yo, what up my fellow humans, I'm in another one of those sleepy states again.
          JK (I am sleepy though) What It Means To be Death is coming along surprisingly well. I have some even more fun ideas for Ch.2 as well as other stories I haven't even written anything really in my head for. 
          
          For example, The Organ City, a story about a seemingly abandoned and really weird city (or what seems like a city), with hollow cylindrical buildings made out of weird precious metals (like gold and silver) and other normal ones for buildings (like copper). Well, obviously, the "abandoned city" is not abandoned at all and not at all a city. After find a set of keyboards at the very center, it turns out the entire thing is the world's largest and weirdest pipe organ, and by incredible and mindboggling margins.
          
          The question is: Who or What made the organ, and Why?
          
          See? I'm aglow with fun ideas, all the time! I just don't always write them down. I should start making tiny, one chapter things talking about the earliest concepts of some of my fun ideas just like The Organ City. It'd probably be fun.
          
          

I just McMurdered Blood Shadow, because it's trash. I might McMurder my entire profile so that there is nothing on it, because that'd honestly be bette than this horse crap. Although, I'm keeping my original stuff, because that's the stuff I think is at least better in premise than my fanfics. 
          
          The problem with Blood Shadow was that I felt an overwhelming desire to explain everything about Kyle because in the current state is in on Wattpad, Tryana is not like how it is now. 
          
          The problem with me writing in general has been several things: The feelings of Not Enough Detail, Bad Characterization & Plot, and, of course, my high standards not being met. I hold most of my stories to a high standard, but for me, I must do so that I may one day succeed at my desired profession of screenwriting.
          
          Succeess for me does not mean lots of money. What I care about is being known for writing good stories. And right now, I'm not and can't be.
          
          I mean, on the best of days, my dialogue is schmaltzy, my characterization is Ok, my plot is Ok, and my level of detail is decent enough. But that's not good enough. I'm not okay with just 'okay' or 'average'. I must be 'fantastic' or at least 'good'. And I am certainly not okay with being average. Sure, I'm a teenager. But that's no excuse. That, for me, should never be an excuse (Excluding full-on children, around ages 0-13).
          
          I've only been really writing for about 2 years, but in my current state, I am clearly not enough. I need to be better, because if I do not become so my life is all been for nothing. And sure, one could say that I'm hard on myself. That's a severe understatement. I'm usually nothing but hard on myself because I know that I can always be better, in every aspect of my life.
          
          From School to My Relationship to My Writing to Who I am, I must always be harsh on myself. Because no one else will be.

Yo, I just realized why I hate all my fanfics: They're unfixable trash.

Still working on the Violet Evergarden fanfic... My mind is going die before I finish it. I keep losing motivation, then regaining it, and I lose it again, and it's just....
          UGH. I'v never written a scene like it, but I am heavily considering scrapping the VE fanfic to work on the one for RWBY, because the one for RWBY... Let's just say I've had a couple ideas. Around the number TOO MANY. I need to get thrm out.
          You know what, I'm scrapping the VE to work on RWBY.
          Don't get me wrong, Violet Evergarden is my favorite anime ever, but, I just keep having writing problems plus the fact that I love the show so much that I don't know whether I can continue thinking of it in such an altered form.
          But, no one'll see this. No one ever does.

Just saw frickin' Endgame.
          2 words: Cinematic. BRILLANCE.

Humans! I figured out something!
          
          I like RWBY, however, it is not that good. A lot of parts of RWBY are pretty bad, so I'm going to do what I do best.
          
          Taking things that range from bad to ok and making them better. I'm turning Blood Shadow into something similar, but different. I'm going to take what they had that could've been interesting, and make it interesting. I'm going to take the parts of RWBY that are bad, and tossing them out the frickin' window. Considering my change of heart as of the last year and a half to improve areas of my writing skills part by part (and one of my current parts being characterization, obviously), this is still a MASSIVE undertaking.
          
          But I'm going to do it. Because I can. 

So, humans, I released my new fanfiction of stupid proportions, which I'm going to refer to from now on as Blood Shadow (the name of the dumb ship I invented for Kyle and Ruby). 
          
          It was very taxing. I stayed up til around 2:30 last night attempting to get it all done. I hope people like it. Please, those who do actually read it, please let me know if it was descriptive enough. I've struggled with trying to get to a level of detail I'm comfortable with, so knowing whether or not it's enough would be nice.
          
          Bye bye, until the next chapter. ( Which will take about a week at most)

I'm going to make a fanfic with the newest iteration of Kyle Franklin from Tryana as a character test, which to me, is an effective means to discover certain parts about his character that might need more explanation, changes, or actually less explanation, the 2nd & 3rd being likely to occur.
          I picked 2 series, one pretty well known and the other actually pretty obscure despite it being 1. On Netflix and 2. The greatest visual spectacle of an anime that I've ever seen. Considering I've seen BNHA/MHA, that says A LOT. I hold them both at high regard for different reasons, the first for an excellent job at fast characterization, and the other for literally everything.
          The 2 are:
          RWBY
          & Violet Evergarden, my favorite anime ever until I find something better (which is unlikely to happen)
          Well, you might say, well, if you like Violet Evergarden so much, why consider RWBY?
          Because this particular character test will involve Kyle's views on relationships (in general, as in everything from physical intimacy to any & all forms of abuse. And no, he's not abusive, but I shouldn't spoil anything more than that). Specifically, he will, depending on which one I go with, develop feelings for Ruby Rose (Obviously RWBY, which, by the way, RWBY is said as Ruby. As to why, it's not just because Ruby is the leader, there's a lot more that goes into it) or Violet Evergarden (no explanation needed. He would develop feelings for them based on a multitude of reasons, like any rational person would.
          Let me know what you fellow humans think about it, and I'll choose one of the 2 based on the feedback.