i haven’t been on for awhile...i’ve been going through a lot of stuff...old habits resurfacing, old friends leaving, my mental health depreciating....i’m sorry to all those i’ve let down. I truly miss all of you...i’m just tired. so tired, but i can’t sleep because someone won’t let go. if that even makes sense. i’m really sorry...again, for letting you all down...i’ll try to stay awake...