UPDATE:-
idk
My ex ( who promised a lot of things about not wanting to lose me AFTER the break up , apparently talks to... me ? Nope , anyone other girl or boy except me ? Yesss plz. Nah cuz.... he avoids me at uni like we never f knew each other. )is being weird.
And idk it's making me despise ( get more and more disappointed ) him considering , I had always given my full even when we had to be friends " like before , when we weren't in a relationship " and this b can't even put up with that.....
Yea you sure as hell don't wanna talk to me and I'm bothering you at this point.... is this much clarity hard to give , isn't it bare minimum considering I don't know why the heck we even broke up , it was my first relationship and it really ruined my perspective. F it.