lelavouer

hello maybe someone will visit this part of my account i want to know if there are readers also of this story since ive been finding it WAYYYYH AGES AGO (2017-2018) I felt helpless since i also forgot the title, author, and the book cover(?).
          
          book cover: it was an illustration of a body of  a man with accent rainbows or something (i am not sure if it was really THAT or i got the book covers mixed up)
          
          tags:bl, mexican, fam issues, runner, mxm
          
          the synopsis is like: hes a mamas boy (i forgot what happened to his dad) but they lived in this orchard(?) rural village or community and hes off to college and theres this man he met (i forgot how they met) on like a party. he felt alone i dont how to explain it well but it felt like he doesnt fit in anywhere.
          
          
          ALSO.. they him and his mom tried meeting with his grandparents but they disrespected or somehow since then not in good terms with her mom for doing a bad decision(?) of having a family.
          
          ALSO from the MC's pov i can remember him saying he is sweaty, he likes to run, he is a POC for sure since i can remember a lot of emphasis regarding his attributes as a POC. pls bare with me.
          
          ALSO he has this toxic masculinity or always sad of not being good enough and he cant be too romantic with this guy because he felt guilty all the time and he is very emotional/pessimistic.
          
          I do not know any longer pls i need help. this story is like on my mind for how many years. i need answers i miss it so bad like a lover  from the past. 
          
          
          PS: ill try adding more infos from what i can remember thankyou.

Hello, I  am  a mini author working on a book, and it is my first time writing an MM mafia romance book.  Please read it and share your thoughts <3 https://www.wattpad.com/story/369123419?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=Abizata

Hello po! Permission to plug.
          
          Would like to introduce my first story. Hope you can give it a try. Thank you so much!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/250942103-my-endless-blue

i just know that these reviews I've made will somehow be used against me at parang bibigyan ng malice na hate ko ang authors pero NO, im writing this para ma vent rin yung feedbacks ko sa book (as may imaginary haters). pero oo sana hindi niyo po masama-in༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ hindi po hate ang pinagsasabi q   use it naalng na parang review sa shop33 na inorder  ko ganun. medyo used naman po siguro ito no like goodreads dat com also ang letterboxd for movies.(⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ love love lang po 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/348108082?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=the1stpetty
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Something ignited within me. Napakagand a ng pagka gawa nito. show stopping, spectacular, Over the top, Amazing, at lahat ng adjective na pwede magamit. I LOVE LOVE this sobra like masc4masc (sabi sa fb) couple huhu. grabe it talked about a lot of things mahaba ang book pero the way it was written parang may bagong nagaganap parang may usad yung kwento.  Theres family issues, cheating, getting caught, gay fam member, family, coming out, mental health, support system, humour BASTA top tier and ALSO ang conflict sa story grabe na HOOK aq literally mahaba ant kwento pero mas gusto ko pahabain pa kasi KULANG!!! want ko special chaps mga 50 ganon. huhu thank tou for making this masterpiece ms author ate nyebee

https://www.wattpad.com/story/362093683?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=the1stpetty
          
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          Ang ganda ng plot and idea ng book, like competition/ enemies to lovers trope ganon huhu and also ang ganda rin na parang coming of age ang atake pero ang masasabi ko lang po dito is batak na batak yung parehong MC sa pag e-english like medyo off na imagine-in na normal convos nag eenglish sila huhu they r like SHS students pu (not that they r not allowed to speak in English) nag SHS naman ako sa private school and yung mga classmates ko or som1 di naman super batak sa english huhu pero di naman masama yun siguro mas comfy ang author sa pag use ng english instead of Filipino. But syempre thankful parin ako sa pagsulat ng coming of age gay kid  na struggling  sa parents validation (pinaparingga  mu ba aq jan) huhu i love you author for this!! i will give your other books a try rin soon!!

https://www.wattpad.com/story/266620214?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=the1stpetty
          
          
          
          Nakita ko to one time sa suggestions ng naghahanap ako ng bl stories, and im glad na sa algorithm ko may pinoy bl writers na naglalabasan na rin. I love this author's writing style esp sa note niya na first book niya ito huhu, i love the plot or the idea of the story. Im currently at chap 25 and the only flaw about this story is that medyo dragging na or pinapahaba or delaying, not in a bad way somehow. Like every kataposan ng chapter cliffhanger na supposedly magcoconfess na pero i cu-cut or next chap bagong ganap nanaman at parang patuloy ang buhay pero sa ending ng chapter, cliffhanger nanaman na parang binibitin huhu like "you will know soon" ganon na lines huhu??? pero  i will try the author's other story. tatapusin ko parin po ito kasi maganda po ang plot i know baka siguro first book niya kaya parang hinimay himay yung usad ng kwento. thankyou for making bl stories for us filipinos!!!

i am going to use this part of my profile as my feedbacks,comments, OPINIONS huhu pls dont send hate hindi ko alam kung ano mga sasabihin ko dito pero want ko ito i use as my review from books that ive read and currently reading. I hope hindi niyo po masamain huhu 

Thank you very much for sharing such kind words on Rush. 

Salamat po sa pag-add ng aking story na Pusong Nahulog sa Tulay sa in'yong reading list! Maraming-maraming salamat sa pagbibigay ng chance! <3