lemmesleep4oncelifee

Bro I keep on forgetting wattpad is a thing
          
          Like my bad 
          
          I miss my wattpad era I was on some next level stuff back then 

When people reply to my old comments on some stories I’m like
          
          Appalled 
          
          Like wtf was I saying 
          Who let me comment shit fr like wtf 

How are you guys it’s been a hot minute 
          
          (Totes didn’t forget I had Wattpad )

that was a moment of weakness I’m fine now. 

I feel like somethings wrong with me
          Everyone I know has a s/o of like at least had one…. My younger cousins and shit have been cycling through boyfriends and friends as if it’s easy
          
          Why can’t I get someone to like me? Is there something wrong with me
          I don’t know what I’m doing wrong
          
          My friends are ignoring me and I don’t know what I did
          
          Maybe I’m isolating myself, i don’t mean too but I don’t know what else I’m meant to do
          
          I just want some people who like me. Who want to be around me and talk to me.
          
          Im tired of sitting alone while everyone around me is surrounded by friends..
          
          I think I’m just tired tho… idk
          
          I miss how things were before
          I don’t know what I did or why things changed
          But I wish it never did
          

I KEEP ON FORGETTING ABOUT WATTPAD 

GOD LET ME SLEEP WHERE IS THE LITTLE DUST MAN WHO SPRINKLES SLEEPING POWDER ON U SO U CAN GO INTO SWEET SLUMBER??? HUH??? WHERE IS HE
          CAUSE HE KEEPS ON FUCKING MISSING ME??
          LIKE DOES HE WANT AN OFFERING??? I CAN GIVE U ROCKS LIKE WHAT ELSE DO U WANT??? MONEY????
          
          TELL ME
          UR WISH IS MY COMMAND AT THIS POINT

im sorry
          
          
          i really want someone to hug me rn
          but also if someone touches me i will throw up…

Kinda been feeling shitty for the past- uhmmm a while and it’s not ok 
          Likeeee chillllll what’s wrong with u  there’s no need to be crying rn goddddddf
          
          
          Ejjdjdif anywayssssss uhmmmmmmmm SRRY for not being on here- if y’all u know notice my existence idk I just
          
          Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
          
          If I could disappear into. Back void I would
          Likes too hard and I. I suck and honestly I accept that I’m just shitty like that and can’t deal with the crap everyone else does daily cause I’m weak.
          
          But I’m tired and I don’t give two fucks anymore I’ve already cried myself a river so whatever 
          
          
          
          Anyways uhhhmmmm forgot what I was saying but like uh the only thing making me not become a danger to myself is FUCKING TURTLES THAT THAT NINJAS ABD ITS HHHH
          i love them.
          
          
          
          GOD I SUCK SHIVBBBHHHHHH
          
          
          k byeeee don’t think anyone read this but love y’all platonically ofcccc <33333
          
          
          If Antibes been trying to message me through here I’m sorry swear I haven’t been ignoring u I just can’t even tolerate my existence and I haven’t been on this app for a whileeeeee
          
          
          Muahhhhh bye I’m too tired to care bout what I’m typing imma go blast music and look at turtles 

omg we going back into fanfic writing 
          
          I didn't think it was possible-
          
          I mean yes I did- cause ive been doing it
          
          but thats not the point
          
          
          
          imagine having chapters that line up I could never