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Woah I forgot about this place... uhh hi

So I’m kinda having an identity crisis? Idk. But I kinda think I’m non-binary but idk like I really hate being a girl or called she/her pronouns but I don’t want to be a guy soo much that I would become trans, idk what to do or if I should just stick to she/her pronouns cuz sometimes I like to wear feminine things and my name is really feminine? And like I would like to be less feminine but if I really think about it I can’t find a name that’s gender neutral and suits me and I don’t want to feel like I’m just following a bunch of other people and just trying to be like everyone else. I’m really lost and don’t know where to go. And I’ve been really self conscious about my body to the point where I haven’t even been going outside....like in my yard. 

Y'all so umm for school I have to write a first person story about a blade of grass. Well I was wondering if y'all would like to read it cuz imma post it no matter what but I was just thinkin would y'all even read it. 

Umm.....  So I just almost had to go back. To the ER, cuz I got this stabbing pain in my stomach. I really thought I was going to die that was the worst this I have ever felt. Ever. It was horrible. But it's only because I was really stupid and so hungry that I got home and ate a lot, and what I mean by a lot is chicken strips, pizza rolls, and on top of that all a bunch of chocolate...... I know really stupid of me. But I'm fine now I just have to watch what I eat and drink lots of water. 

For any whoever was woundering,  I am fine.  I was in the hospital because I had eaten someone with something that I am allergic to,  and therefore.....  I had an allergic reaction.  Tho it wasn't that bad my mom wanted me to go to the hospital just in case. So I am home eating pizza rolls now :)

I'm doing really good so far tho this mediation is kicking my a*s so I'm really tired

hello, darling. you don’t know me but i heard you were in the hospital so im here to send love. i hope you’re okay and i hope you get/feel better soon. whatever happened, minor or major, just know we’re all here for you. and we all love you. okay, bye. hope it all gets better—❤️

 Hope you are feeling okay (:

Hi, I hope you feel better.

Should I make a account for aesthetic pics on Instagram? Maybe an art account? Idk maybe and art aesthetic account?