lemon_eee

hey, it’s siah !( idk if you’ll remember me) but we used to go to the same elementary school i was looking at my old wattpad and found urs, how’s life been? if u see this text me on insta if u use it my @ is si14hh 

deleted all bandom things i literally regret making smut of irl ppl when i was 13 like my views has changed withtin the span of what 3 years? or so... but my god jfc that was a shit show. but uh hiya i go by nara i use to go by ryan or eddy, and if old friends wanna hmu my twitter is lemon_nara_

i know i havent been active,
          but hey tomorrow is my birthday

Hi lovely, thank you for the follow! I'd love to get to know you, please feel free to dm me! If you have the time, I'm currently working on a book called Put Another X On The Calendar, and I'd really appreciate it if you'd read over what I've written so far and leave your opinion!

I had a nightmare where Joe trohman tried to kill me.

I just want to say that bullying, and telling people to kill themselves for expressing their opinion, or just being themselves, is wrong in so many ways, and can hurt the people around them if they do take that action.
          
          If you are one of the people who do selfharm, my s are open, so is my twitter/ifunny (SweertRyanScarfRoss)
          And you are a beautiful person, even if you dont think so, you are. And if you a re reading this, high five for being here.
          
          Please stop reading from here if you dislike the talk about self harm/depression/ect.
          But if you are bullying, doing this stuff to people, please read this, because its affecting people in big ways.
          
          
          Bullying is NOT funny. I dealt with it in fourth, and fifth grade, and now that I've gotten older, people online are harsh, and worse. I'm a lucky kid who doesn't get bullied in school anymore. 
          But anyway, bullying can send people into anxiety/panic attacks, and cause major unneeded stress. And it can lead to much worse things. If the person does actually successes in hurting themselves, and your the cause, theres a possibly that you very well could go to jail for manslaughter. But this also hurts their relatives, and everyone they knew, and even people they dont know them, and just around them. It can cause depression, and many other things I dont know of. 
          Pressuring people into doing things is wrong too, like it can cause the person depression, anxiety, literally anything. (Im not a professional, I've learned a lot over a few years and shit that I'm affected) so please think of the consequences of what you type online, or even come out of you mouth, because it affects people in a big way.

Kellin Quinn 

In the middle of a gun fight
          In the center of a restaurant
          I want you to take me away way, way, way
          Kick me when I’m down
          I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor
          Fuck you and your decision
          Come on this is screaming
          I'm starting to think
          This isn't all, this isn't all it's cracked up to be
          I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim
          Hubcaps and ashtrays
          Remember the moment
          You know exactly where you're going,
          So go to hell and tell the devil
          I’m not that far behind
          I'll break your pretty face
          And I'll always be waiting in the back room
          
          
          Idfk where I was going with this

WHY
          CANT
          RYDEN
          STILL
          BE 
          REAL

I'm dead inside
          Popsicles