lemonfujisaki

I just finished reading a fanfic knowing well that I was going to cry and I'm actually sobbing rn, bring me tissues y'all

lemonfujisaki

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I don't even use this app much but for some reason I always come here when I want to just vent and let it out. So being a fanboy is fun until it annoys the fuck out of your friends that you're constantly fanboying so much and so you think "I think it's best to stop even though it was actually fun" but it doesn't matter if it was fun, it only matters if they get bothered and annoyed by it because you don't want them to ignore you or pay attention anymore. So now you're drained and can't do anything about it because you care about how they feel. I'm just going to ghost them because I feel stupid for saying my feelings

lemonfujisaki

Okay I have this friend that ghosts me a lot and I'm suspecting that she hates me because I literally have to text her first so she can text me back and she hasn't liked my post even though she has been online and playing fortnite all night. It's been 5 days since we interacted. Honestly I think she doesn't really like me but oh well I'm used to it

lemonfujisaki

Slight vent: I think my friend might actually hate me for showing my feelings and that is the reason I don't like saying how I feel because I just ruin my friendships like almost every year and I hate it. So never again I'm saying my feelings. I regret it. God I hate overthinking ugh

lemonfujisaki

Haven't made an announcement in months lmao
          So I'm thinking about quitting cosplay like completely. I really can't deal with the hate as it affects my mental health :( that's why I'm quitting but I'll still make edits I just won't be a cosplayer anymore, sorry :((

lemonfujisaki

@talioka I'm 100% sure! I can't even style wigs that's another thing, it's either the wig looks bad or I look bad (for sure both) and also money too, they're expensive af I already regret spending money on the wigs and costumes, maybe I'll sell them or maybe I won't but the comments are what upset me most and I just give up, the community is also toxic, I no longer want to cosplay and if I no longer cosplay I don't get to see those comments anymore that's what I learned so it's for the best
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talioka

@lemonfujisaki Are you sure??? You don't have to quit because others are being mean to you ashy!! But if that feels right to you then go for it, but don't do it for others if that is the case!
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lemonfujisaki

Idek if she’s talking about me or not because she says “the person he replaced me with left him” and 1 my friend didn’t leave me and 2 I didn’t replace her so idk if she’s talking about me or not but I’m half-half thinking it’s probably me and also not me but I hope she’s not talking about me or else I’ll be very sad because she’s my friend :(

lemonfujisaki

I’m overthinking a lot, she better not be talking about me because if she is targeting me I’mma lose it
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lemonfujisaki

No way she posted bad about me twice, like bro I’m sorry ok? I really am sorry I’ll stop and I’ll stop being jealous or care, I’m really sorry I’m honestly an idiot, I shouldn’t have done that.. I really don’t know how to control my jealousy it’s really hard to but I will stop.. ik you hate me but I still love you, I regret every single thing

lemonfujisaki

It’s been awhile since I’ve been here. Well I just wanted to say I miss when me and bro dasmel would text everyday  I miss when me and dasmel would rp every single day and call every once a week.. I miss that honestly. I’m getting emotional just thinking about our moments together, we had great times and I wish I could go back to those times honestly :(
          
          Dasmel if you’re seeing this, I love you man and I wish we could talk everyday like we used to, you’re so fun and cool please never stop talking to me