I miss you!
maybe things would have been different if you were here to support us. if you were with us my smiles would have been real . my efforts would have been appreciated. my failures and fears would have been easier to handle . if only you were here with me , with us ........
it hurts it really hurts to know that you are out there somewhere but don't care about us or maybe , maybe u do and one day you will come for us.........this thought is the only thing helping me to feel sane in this world where one can't survive without support. i have never shared this with anyone but now it became so much difficult to carry on with life without missing you.........i am sorry for not being the perfect daughter. i am sorry that i miss you papa.....
