@scottythewolfboy im sorry you feel that way :( but to be fair, i refuse to write about something i dont feel a connection to anymore. to be honest, i havent written much kpop fics either, ive got way TOO MUCH going on school wise, ive literally been so stressed about it, especially with graduation coming up in a few months and im failing two classes at the moment, one of which im taking at community college. so its not easy for me to juggle those deadlines and wattpad updates at the same time. its too much for me. the books were permanently deleted, but it doesnt mean i will never write more. you dont have to like kpop, my books will be the same, maybe different bc my style changes constantly, but books will definitely be starting up again soon. they wont be the old books, but new ones that i hope will be written and schedualed better than the old ones. please understand that i will never feel true self acceptance if i dont trash works that make me feel weird about myself. i need room to find my self and grow. it may be a few months, but i will definitely be writing joshler again soon. sorry this response is so long. i hope you feel better soon. x