"My love for Justin is an endless ocean, but his for me is a drop in the desert, evaporating before it even hits the ground. This love is hidden, suppressed, crushed, and buried by myself in the depths of my soul. Compressed, shrunk, humiliated, ignored, mutilated. Until it becomes a kind of chronic pain, with which I live every day.
This love is a chronic pain. It's a platonic, naive, and completely impossible passion. First, he's Justin Bieber. That says a lot. Second, he's my stepbrother, older than me. I'm nothing more than a girl, a true child to him. Third, Justin is with the love of his life. That's what everyone says, right? That she's his soulmate. How could I compete with Justin Bieber's soulmate?"
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