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Chapter 73 is out!

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Ahhh sorry—another delay in uploading the next chapter. I’ve been running around like a crazy person trying to do all this stuff for onboarding a new job. Since it’s through the military base, it’s a very tedious and extensive process. My head is exploding and it shouldn’t be this hard to start a job. I know everything will work out, but it’s just such an adjustment compared to being a “civilian” back in the states getting a job. 
          
          Another adjustment that’s wild to me: getting woken up to insanely loud sirens and emergency alerts (in German) this morning. We don’t have tornados here so usually on base it means intruder, active shooter, or air raid I think. Thankfully it was just a scheduled test (also known as “Bavarian Warning Day”), but I didn’t know at first and was freaking out. Also it’s almost 3am and there’s live fire going on with one of the units out here so I just hear gunfire and cannons going off in the distance currently lol. 
          
          Anyways, this is just a brief “whatever”  vent before I get some sleep and hopefully wrap up editing the next chapter tomorrow. 
          
          Goodnight everyone!!

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My luck honestly sucks right now…I just arrived in Milan tonight yeah? Well I put my wallet in my coat pocket when I was paying the taxi driver so I could open the door and grab my bags. Well it slipped out and I lost ALL my cash/prepaid credit card :( that has never happened to me before! At least it wasn’t my actual cards/IDs/passport but still, that was my savings I pulled in order to come watch the Olympics

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I just have to vent into the internet abyss for a moment (even if no one reads this, it’s an outlet for me to get my feelings out lol)…I’m having a full crash out over healthcare while stationed in Germany (military spouse). The health clinic on base is refusing to fill any of my medications until a doctor at their clinic sees me but they won’t get me in until middle of may. They told me basically “we hope you can understand”…do they expect me to be without medication for months? Is that not crazy?! I’m on meds for severe asthma, ADHD and anxiety. I’m so stressed out and just really hope when I talk to them again Monday that it can get sorted. Anyways, if you did read this, thank you for coming to my TED talk :)

lenaf327

@ghostybae_ thank you! Yes we definitely do haha
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ghostybae_

Thank you, I hope the same to you! Us inherently sick girlies gotta stay together. Only way to maybe survive XD
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lenaf327

@ghostybae_ oh my gosh I’m so sorry! I’m so glad you were finally able to get enough in you to take your meds again, that sounds so incredibly stressful. It seems like today was a step in the right direction and I hope the food anxiety eases up day by day. The fact you’re looking into all avenues when it comes to your health is such an admirable thing! I also really hope you get answers, things improve for you and you can get back to full health soon <3 
            
            thanks for replying, it’s always helpful when someone can understand the struggles when it comes to our health/healthcare. I’m most worried about my asthma injection since I’ve landed in the hospital in the past. Nothing is “physically” wrong with my lungs but I have diminished breathing capacity. I get winded going up 2 flights of stairs to my home and reach for my inhaler lmao
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lenaf327

Hi! How is everyone doing? 
          
          I’m working on the next chapter for Trouble, She Comes so be on the lookout over the next few days!

black_inked_pages

@lenaf327 Of course take your time! Reality first, books later
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lenaf327

@black_inked_pages thank you for the support  It will probably be tomorrow since life got hectic lol
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black_inked_pages

@lenaf327 Yay! I'm so glad I can't wait for the next chapter❤️
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