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time truly flies so damn fast.

si omg HAHSHAHA PERO SHET, ATE SY 4 YEARS AGO HULING USAP NATIN? how insane is that. . .  hays sobrang nakakamiss yung mga panahong solid pa us dito :'(

@manjirou hELLO YES???

WHEN WILL I HAVE SOMEONE TO MUNCH ON ;-; JK >_<

i saw sunoo on my birthmonth >_< 

KAI IS HAVING A FANMEET ON MY BIRTHDAY STFUUUUU noo i cant handle being in close proximities w them like eye to eye shakehands naur 

I replied sa wrong message board kaya binura ko muna. Ibabalik ko sana kaso nakita mo na rin pala. 
            
            Is she studying sa CvSU? Buti napilit mo siya? Hirap din niyan, mapunta sa kursong hindi mo first choice. May reasons ba bakit hindi niya na-process? Sayang naman nga. Sa grades nga basehan noon, kaya ang daming nakapasok.
            
            Online na rin. Hindi ako nakaboto this election, hindi ako nakaabot sa registration last year for overseas. Nanghihinayang nga akong maigi.

Lovely. Actually, that has been my mantra tor years. What's not meant for me, I just simply let go after grieving for days? But as much as I can, I do not let it get to me. Some things work, some don't, but life goes on.
            
            Baka nga 'yan ang para sa 'yo kung nag-a-align sa'yo lahat at parang may gaan na ang daloy ng araw. Nakakatuwa naman kung sa gayon.
            
            Are you the eldest? Good luck on that, Sy.
            
            I stumbled upon a phrase that left an impression to me yesterday. I don’t remember the exact same phrase but the idea is that our decisions are not inherently right or wrong, but whether or not we regret it. If we view something as a mistake—rather than learning from it, we hold ourselves back the growth.
            
            Was already enjoying EnSci since it’s a hands-on course. We get to test waters and soils from different areas, go on a hike, camp, and just learn how to be one with nature. Meanwhile IT… I think it’s pretty decent. I do have interest in exploring technology since I am into inventing as well, but you know, I should have taken Computer Engineering alike.
            
            These past few days, I wasn’t able to sleep properly. I lost my wallet, ngayon ko lang nakita. Naiwan ko pala sa basement when we had our meeting noong Wednesday. Makakatulog na rin nang matimtiman, sa wakas. Also, I don’t even consider myself that much of a health conscious person, I just don’t like feeling uncomfortable. When I get less than 6 hours of sleep, I feel really groggy, it’s annoying. We’re the opposite, I don’t like sweets. I eat them but rarely.
            
            Yes, yes, of course. I find this conversation interesting and uplifting. Have a meaningful weekend, Sy.

Inggit lang mga ’yon sa ’yo. Crab mentality nga naman ng mga noypi. Pero maigi na rin dahil kung para naman sa comfort mo, mas hawak mo rin oras mo. Ayos ’yan, balak mo pang magtagal?
            
            Also, I told you already, balik akong freshman and taking the same course as you do. Actually, I took another program last year pero first semester lang pinasukan ko. Environmental Science naman. Walang-wala sa mga nabanggit ko noon, ano? Buhay nga naman.
            
            Maayos naman na ang lagay ko ngayon. Minor lang ang mga ’yon dahil hindi naman malala ang mga sintomas na naramdaman ko. O sadyang nasanay na lang din ang katawan ko. Malalaman sa susunod na konsulta namin doktor. Pero ang matindi nga nito, hindi naman ako palaging nagpupuyat. As a matter of fact, natatawag na akong health freak dito dahil sa sobrang health conscious ko. Binibilang ko pati oras ng tulog ko na siyang ginagawang katatawanan kung minsan, pero pabiro lang naman.
            
            Thanks sa concern, Sy. Hope you’re taking good care of yourself as well. Don’t push yourself too hard.
            
            Gaya naman ng dati, hanggang ngayon, proud ako sa ’yo.

it's really gone ! welp i remembered checking here cuz i was going through my laptop trying to clear some space and saw the screenshots i took of lovely messages i got here in my profile before deleting them here. aaaa whoever thought of doing the convo thread is a lifesaver tbh >< i love reading the things the younger sy wrote about !