I really, really, really, really hate myself. You know, you can feel so unbelievably lost and horrible and like you’re nothing and you’re invisible and, for, no reason at all, which is almost worse than having a reason. It’s the way that my brain works, and it’s like, you know, what’s wrong? I don’t fxcking know. Like me, that’s what, and it’s like “Who hurt you?” and I’m like (me).