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OMG WHAT IN THE WORLD IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! ew

it sucks that if i were to tell my mom how i am questioning myself and how i possibly want to explore, that our relationship would probably never be the same again.  

i just called people out on my instagram and i could not be prouder of myself.  because they made me feel so bad, and i nicely (but also affirmatively) said my peace. 

also, my boyfriend is coming home finally and i really can’t wait to just koala hug him 

i told my dedo (grandpa) how i wanted to pay tribute to him when i’m older and get a tattoo that means something to the both of us.  it’s something he does every time he writes to me, gives me a birthday card or says in person...it’s “i love you so so so much” in serbian.  he cried and i cried with him.  

there’s this 21 year old that thought i was hot and i’m like— YoUre NOt mY DaD

ya girl had a lovely encounter with the cops.  i was illegally swimming with a bunch of people and i guess there was a snitch.  thank you for listening to MY ted talk

CHICAGO PRIDE WAS SO FUN I SAW SO MANY BEAUTIFUL HUMANS AND HUGGED SO MANY SWEETIE PIES OMG MY HEART

4 light bulbs in my bathroom went out.  a place where i go for all of my thinking. 4 light bulbs closer to losing myself and losing my worth.  4 light bulbs closer to being fully in the dark.  4 light bulbs closer to not being able to see anything in front of me.  4 light bulbs closer to being alone.  4 light bulbs closer to never being able to be saved. 

@lernjergiscute this made me cry