Tired af

What happens after you're tired of being strong 

You ever reach a point where you're just like wtf am I here for? What does it matter anymore? I'm losing hope quickly, I have no joy in anything anything I do. I have no passion, just survival and I'm tired. All my life I've had to fight, fight my demons, fight my depression and anxiety, fight my heart and my mind.  I don't want to be here anymore. Fuck this and everything. 

Just want you to know... I love you 

Know that this is my fault
          Gave a little too much
          Knew that this was gonna happen
          But I'm not gonna lie
          You can make me cry thousand times
          I come on in back like
          What is going on with my head?
          Wrecked? Check
          Heart? In debt
          All you do is come around
          Just came here to collect
          Wrecked? Check
          Heart? In debt
          Don't you know that I cried tears of gold for you?
          I sit here poor for you
          Collect my pennies and my dimes
          That's why you love it when I cry
          Platinum love for you
          I'd give no less for you
          Generosity is my enemy
          So I'm broke and your heart's rich
          Because of me
          
          
          And the worst part is I'd do it all over again
          No, the worst part is, I know it's never gonna end
          I keep coming right back like a maniac
          I keep coming right back like
          And the worst part is I'd do it all over again
          No, the worst part is, I know it's never gonna end
          I keep coming right back like a maniac

Complacency
          
          You must learn to put yourself first or you will always come last! You try to figure everything out for everybody except yourself. You know deep down that you are settling for things that don’t feel good to your soul. You know that you deserve more. You just have become so comfortable that your comfort zone has now become a prison. You are settling because you don’t have the courage to utilize the potential within you. Out of fear you stay in relationships, friendships and jobs that drain and bring out the worst in you all because you lack the bravery it takes to make the first move to get yourself out of them! Nobody is coming to move any obstacles for you! Especially when the only obstacle standing in your way is you! Take back your power! You know what you must do!! ❤️‼️‼️

I'm honestly sick of this place

Me lmao
          
          
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There are lots of things that I used to be that I am no longer.
          
          And there are lots of things that I'd never thought I'd be that I unexpectedly am. 

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