lesvenuss

LANA DEL REY LEEDS FEST 2024 OH MY GOD
          	
          	I CANT BREATHE

lesvenuss

I’m so embarrassed, I was literally in tears at work…
          
          I had so much cover work to do as well as my own, and I had to answer phones (which were constantly ringing) 
          my boss kept giving me stuff to do and expected it done by the end of the day even though it was something that was clearly going to take a while to do.
          
          Anyone could literally see I was so stressed but never thought to help me. Like?? 
          yeah u don’t have to but it would’ve been nice?? 
          
          I mean I was covering work for 4 people, like why couldn’t that have been split throughout the office?? 
          
          I had people shouting through the phones at me demanding updates on things I didn’t even know anything about, so I couldn’t exactly help them.
          
          Then it got to like 14:30 and I still hadn’t had my lunch, I was hungry tired and stressed. So I literally broke down and started sobbing (I am so embarrassed I can’t) 
          
          And the people in the office were like “why didn’t you ask for help” “why didn’t you say it was too much”
          
          First of all I shouldn’t been given that much work to cover and you could’ve offered to help instead of me asking… 
          
          
          
          
          It probably doesn’t even make sense, my mind is just so BLAGGED anyway soz for the rant x

lesvenuss

sooo went to the shops today and saw my ex with his gf and she gave me the dirtiest look ever, she looked at me like I was literal dirt. 
          
          I was like??? was there any need??? 
          
          like…I don’t even know you? you don’t know me? 
          
          will never understand why girls are like this lmao