June 03, 2023
That dream I had, holding a glass with fireflies in them while in the beach. Walking alone and feeling the breeze that brushes through my skin so softly, it made me felt lighter. That light in the sky slowly fading with clouds hovering below it. The ocean calmly running to the sand every time like soldiers in sync , marching as they are told to do so.
What about the man in my blurry dream? Who is he really? Foreheads against each other, our eyes closed, holding each other so gently that it felt like the time was ours. Making me feel so safe, that any natural disaster could happen in there but I would be fine anyways and trusting that whatever it may be, we still would be with each other. It felt so peaceful that I want it to happen now.
Doesn't it feel so special to be loved by someone with all their heart and you being able to give back without having to worry about whether you've given so much or less? That kind of love that you're willing to run away together because you only want nothing but to be with that person you want to spend the rest of your lives with? Not having to doubt whether they feel the same or not, because you just connect in so many ways, despite how different your souls are from each other?
Writing each other poems, going out on a date no matter if it's outside or in a coffee shop or restaurant as long as you're with that person, holding each other's hands and staring at one another's eyes, seeing the future in them that always lights your present, waiting for them to come home to join you in bed, so many affections that it makes you feel complete, their reassuring voice that sworn to protect each other, laughing at their mistakes and being forgiven of one another, reading books under a large tree that becomes their cover for that sunny weather or rainy weather, listening to their partner's heartbeat as they lay on their chest and making love passionately, only thinking about one another.
Isn't that what love is?
