lethally

Ungracious

If I could turn back the clock to 2015, i would have held on tighter to you. you were such a good friend. i could come to you with everything and anything. honestly, screw whoever says that internet friendships don’t make an impact. because it does. you made an impact on me. that’s why i still check on this account even years after you’ve left. i hope you’re accomplishing big dreams and doing everything you wanted to do! i love you ally. this is my last lil message to you. stay awesome. Xx
          -ariana :)

Ungracious

dear ally, or should I say my favorite john bender fan,
          i remember being on this place for the first time and not knowing what to do. i wrote my absolutely horrendous stories and hoped that theyd get noticed (how stupid was i?) and watching all these people not only get noticed but have FRIENDS? how could it be? my mind barely wrapped around the concept but you made it a little easier the minute you introduced yourself to me. you know those extremely rare friendships where you just clixk immediately and you know that person is your soul friend (like a soul mate..)? thats me with you. and i guess thats why almost seven months later im still checking your profile on the regular, hoping for a response. the fact that we are only internet friends only emphasizes my fear because for all i know you could be dead or in serious danger and while im crossing my fingers and fighting against every bone in my body, i know that i cant rule out any possibilities. i hope wherever you are, youre happy. and i hope that youre eating that nutella youre always so infatuated with. thank you for being my first friend on wattpad and making me feel heard behind loud white noise. i love you and will always fricken love you. and if one day you return, be it a month from now or even a year, promise to contact me okay? i love you. 
          
          Sincerely, the girl who didnt like the 100 but ever since a certain supernova named Ally showed it to her, shes come to adore it. 
          
          Aka your aricorn <3