exagustd

hi hi levieee! im so so sorry ahhh i really havent been coming online like AT ALL. I've been doing okay - just hanging in there if bc my brain cells NEED OUT. i hate covid so much and there's a new mutant? another lockdown? another 2020? no <3 pls no <3 i feel like that's one reason why I've completely lost my magic whilst writing, hence i cant find the sparks of motivation to try even. 
          
          how have you been? all good on your side i hope!

leviyeoubi

@exagustd 
            omg, sorry for the late reply on my end-
            hiii haruuuu!
            i'm glas that you're okay uwu
            
            i relate to that, actually i finally have a break of some sort rn and i'm glad i won't have to use my braincells as much for a few months straight oops
            but i hate the on-going pandemic situation so much as well!! also because my country is messing up with vaccinating so it will still take quite a while until everything becomes at least kind of normal again...
            
            i'm so behind on updating stuff on wp tho-
            like i don't really feel like translating and therefore am pretty inactive
            other than that i'm doing well and i actually quite missed taliing to you :)
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exagustd

happy new year to you too leviee! im sorry ive been so busy w/ uni that i dont find the time to be online anymore :') stay warm and i wish you only happiness and comfort this year! ♥

leviyeoubi

@exagustd
            omg hi haruuu, i missed you-
            i hope you're doing good and i wish you the best of luck with uni uwu
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exagustd

LEVI HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?? what are you up to these days?? im just gonna drop by and say that you've been a great, supporting friend all through 2020 and I certainly would not have managed to survive through the months without you. This is a late Thanksgiving greeting (I'm sorry, I was a little busy at the time). Thank you so much for being here for me! I hope we remain friends for a long, long, loooooong time :')
          
          take care, drink lots of water, dress warmly and eat healthily! ily lots, leviee ♥

exagustd

omg i was thinking about leaving this message like a week ago but my social anxiety was kicking in so i couldn't :( I'm fine! actually very busy with my coursework and such and i understand your pain. i don't really use my wp that often unless it's for writing, which, I'm sure is going to decrease too one day ahhh
            
            I'm glad that i could make you happy with these tiny messages! i hope you get whatever you wish for in '21!! happy early Christmas too, levi! [damn i hadn't realised that thanksgiving was nearly a whole month ago akdsjak]
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leviyeoubi

@haruwluv
            omg HIIII HAAARUUUU ♡
            i was actually gonna leave a message on your board sometime today or tomorrow, but didn't get to it yet-
            
            i'm fine and i hope that you are as well!!
            nowadays i'm kinda busy with preparing for what's coming at me next year, so that i don't have much time for wp :(
            i also don't get to write anymore right now-
            how about you; what are you up to?
            
            awwww, that goes right back at you! i'm very glad i am your friend and i love these little check-ups here because they make me feel soooo happy uwu
            also reading updates of your books cheered me up so much this year!
            i hope that we remain friends for a looong time as well!! :)
            
            stay healthy and take care of yourself, too, haru!
            ily too ♡♡
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exagustd

hey levieee! I'm sorry I've been like dead on here skdjsksk I'm doing okay—alive, physically. Mentally? haha <|3 but it's just a phase bc the pandemic is NOT going away and it shall pass, hopefully. I'm just worried about constantly feeling like a dumpster bc it seriously impacts my writing :( I literally couldn't write one line w/o crossing it out ten times, it's just sickening. How are you? How have you been coping with the changes? 

leviyeoubi

@haruwluv
            haruuuuuuuuu~
            awww thank you so much for saying all that! somehow i really needed to hear it, i think; it encourages me a lot uwu
            you take care too, okay? please stay healthy and warm now that it's getting colder outside :)
            love you too!! ♡
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exagustd

aww omg yes :") 
            i honestly want to say that I'm gonna telepathically give you some of my strength but now  that I'm equally worse sdkfkkdfj i really hope that 2021 will be a better year for you! I'm sure you will be able to achieve your goals, if not a lot more in the coming year. take care, lovieee ilysm!! <33
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leviyeoubi

@seokvu
            hellou haru!!
            i'm glad that you're okay, but i'll have to say that i'm kinda the same; like i feel good, but my mental health is a bit messed up because of the situation right now-
            i hope it'll pass soon :(
            
            the changes are not that bad for me in general, just the fact that it had to come to this in 2020 is making me miss quite a few experiences i should have had this and next year; that's kinda sad
            also there are still so many people in my country who just won't follow the rules and make it harder on everyone else this way :/
            
            but yeah, hopefully you'll feel better about your writing soon; i wish the whole situation could finally be brought under control :,)
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exagustd

hey levi! i've been well!! kinda taking a break from wp because i cannot write anymore skdjdsksdj how have you been??

exagustd

@leviyeoubi aww thank you for saying that huhu, im sorry i respond late :( I just don't vibe with wattpad anymore and kinda only come online to write [I don't even check my notifs anymore bc it feels so empty and dry] i think I'm just gonna continue writing whenever I get the motivation to do so and s l o w l y get outta this app bc it's just ew nowadays :0
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leviyeoubi

@seokvu
            i know right; like what should i do after saying hello-
            i'm always scared of coming across as annoying, especially since some people i know would just answer with 'hello' and nothing else, so i don't know if i should say sth to that or if i'm being a bother :(
            social distancing has kinda made it worse tbh
            but i'll try to drop by on your borad from time to time now, so maybe i'll get better at thinking of sth to say uwu
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exagustd

@leviyeoubi sameee, ive become so antisocial [all bc the social distancing smh] that it's becoming too awkward just to say hello to ppl. i don't really start conversations anymore, just talk to the ppl who drop a message in my inbox/on my board ajhsskj and thank you so muchh! you're too kind omg <3
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exagustd

LEVI LEVI DO YOU STAN ATEEZ??

leviyeoubi

@seokvu 
            yeah same, somehow they give me bts vibes, but then again their style is kinda totally different; like i love the way some of their songs just transition into sth i did not expect-
            for example in hala hala, when the chorus starts, it always slaps me across the face-
            and yeah, they are so funny from what i have seen so far uwu
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exagustd

ma'am, I should be apologising for the late replies like I'm ALWAYS late ahsksshk I sort of got fake love vibes from inception and I was like oh GEEZ I need to stan because their energy reminds me so much of debut/old bts and I'm into the passionate music that they make :') they're super funny too ahhhh
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leviyeoubi

@seokvu
            sorry for the late response :(
            yeeees their energy is really something else!
            like jongho's vocals are seriously the best i ever heard; he really be eating cds for breakfast, lunch and diner-
            i love inception so much, but also wonderland and say my name :o
            wave is sooo good too and i love the summer vibes it gives [even tho i actually hate summer as a season-]
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exagustd

hi levi! im so sorry for the late response aajdjs my college just reopened a few days ago and ive been swamped with assignments [ship me outta here quickly PLEASE]. how have you been? have your classes started too?

leviyeoubi

@seokvu awww, i'm glad to hear that!
            also i fully support your approach with taking down paper hearts first; it sounds very good uwu
            i hope that you can progress well with writing chapters offline for it :)
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exagustd

OMG yess! im fine, im doing well! i took paper hearts down bc i knew the starting and the ending but the middle was kinda confusing so i thought i'd focus on cyanide for a while and then write a few chapters offline for paper hearts before publishing it again huhu im so sorry for worrying you :"(
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leviyeoubi

@seokvu heeey, haru! uwu
            awww, i'm sorry to hear that and i would definitely ship you out of there if i could like-
            i've been okay, just a bit busy; how about you? i hope that you feel fine overall :(
            also i noticed that paper hearts was gone and i got so worried-
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exagustd

hey, bb! belated happy friendship day! <3 im so sorry for not wishing on the actual day ive been SO horrible with this app :"( 
          i hope that you have been taking care of yourself! <333

leviyeoubi

@seokvu
            it's okay, wattpad has these issues so frequently-
            i'm glad that you're good!
            and yes same, i am really excited for the comeback uwu
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exagustd

HEY OMG IM SO SORRY AHHH i feel so bad for seeing this after so many days kahskask wp never notified me about your response i think i might sue-
            but i'm doing great! im really excited for the comeback ajhdksj
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leviyeoubi

@ seokvu  heyyy haru!!
            omg, i'm sorry for not reaching out to you on the day, too! :(
            i'm fine; i hope that you are also doing good ♡
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exagustd

levi, I kinda wanted to ask you this before going ahead with it on a whim — I'm sort of thinking of taking pretty down and publishing it again, on a weekly basis bc I need some time away to write stuff offline, you know? I think I will be getting more drafts for cyanide before publishing the rest bc these past few days have been very stressful. Would it be too annoying if I took pretty down and published it all over again?

exagustd

levi ... i'm blushiNG-
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exagustd

OHJJHKDS SORRY MY WP HAS BEEN SO TRUMP ALL DAY IDEK WHAT IS HAPPENING
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leviyeoubi

@ exogyral  but i want to read it all again; i enjoy it so much no matter if it's angst or not-
            like i really like angsty books, actually-
            awww, thank you so much, you're my closest friend on wp too and i'm so happy when i see notifications from you and omg uwu
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exagustd

im here to like pop some champagne because we are completing pretty and like,,,, youve been supporting me since the beginning of time so IM EMO ASF OKAY

exagustd

YES OMG IM VERY SHY TOO BUT WE'RE HERE NOW PHEW
            I love talking to you more okay-
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leviyeoubi

@exogyral BUT I WANT TO BECAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO CRY ABOUT STH AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR WRITING-
            
            me too! like if you hadn't written it, i would have never started to talk to you because wp makes me shy-
            i'm so happy i got to meet you through your books because you are literally so nice and i love talking to you so much uwu
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