@lexforeverdreaming
if the depression doesn't kill me these damn nightmares will
sincerely, a girl tired of having bad fucking dreams every single night
come back to class smelling like too much perfume and self loathing
pull your hoodie on
put your ear buds in and turn the music up
lay your head down on the desk
and try to survive yet another day
- from "high school"
new favorite song : HER by Chase Atlantic. i have been listening to this for three hours today
it basically sums up my life rn
GO LISTEN TO IT
“ooh, she’s always been running from love
‘cause daddy didn’t give her enough
but i can make the pain better
all i need is one more day with her”
~ HER, Chase Atlantic
“we got these scars, you see,
all the nights we peeled off layers of skin
one by one by one
hoping that if we ever got deep enough
we would reach heaven and be able to start over.”
~ seams and stitching
am i the only one that can’t stand silence? it’s so silent. it’s not peaceful for me.
i’m always listening to music, especially when i’m sad because i don’t want to be left alone with my thoughts.
I love the silence. But there are times when I would rather the noise of music over the background noise of humming electronics.
“and i am terrified
i’ll never look like the person
i hope to see
when i squeeze my eyes shut”
- Almost Home, Madisen Kuhn
yesterday I went to a different Barnes and Noble than usual and for the first time ever I saw the BookTok section!! ngl I was really excited
is it healthy to read Girl In Pieces twice in one month? prolly not.
am I going to read it again anyway? definitely.
@v-moonchild-v yess me too! it really was perfect. i kinda wish Glasgow would make a sequel
@v-moonchild-v i cried throughout the whole book but that’s when most of my tears were cried. and right after, too, when the girl on the plane told her her friend did it, too
also. you probably noticed but I changed my username!