Sometimes she smiles like the way others smile. She laugh the way others laugh. She run like others do. She sings like others do. She reads like others do.
But always she cries. Especially at night when no one can see. Behind that smiles and laughs she was giving, there was a girl who is so hopeless. Dying to hope and dream when she will be free. When she will be happy and free of all regrets.
She is always being compare to others, tooking pity of herself and downing her own. She keeps her secrets within her. She's hesitating to tell it to others for the fear of they will judge her. Fear of losing those people who are her inspiration and those people who makes her happy. When she was with those people , she forgot all the hurts. She forgot all what had happened. With those people it was like an escape from reality.
Still she smiles the way others smiles. She laugh the way others laugh. She run like others do She sing like others do. She run like others do. She reads like others do. But always she cries.
And that SHE is ME