i had a dream not found smut book from almost exactly a year ago. i’m trying to find a passion for writing again, but since writing that i have come to the realization that i don’t like that. writing smut is not for me, and the more i think about it the more sure i am. if you like writing smut then go you, you’re probably great at it!! it just isn’t something i want to do now or in the future. I also am not as into mcyts as i used to be, i like sinjin drowning kind of stuff now. i k is not a lot of you guys care, but i just wanted to give an update since i had serious medical emergencies last year. don’t worry! i’m ok!!