ᵍᵒ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉˡˡ, ᵇⁱᵗᶜʰ

i feel like if i do one thing wrong you’re going to hate me. 

i’m so sorry. i bet you don’t mean to seem mad or upset at me and i bet you didn’t mean to do those things but i just don’t wanna feel like this anymore so i’m just trying to talk to you about it. i’m really sorry. 

because i literally love you so much and i could never leave you but it just hurts right now 

i guess i’ll be gone for an hour or so. it would be nice if you could spam or something, but if you aren’t up for it or can’t, don’t do it. i love you a lot sweetie, i hope you feel better soon. 

fuck that i guess

i was actually starting to fucking feel better 

@-I95O- mmmm alright babe

@-creatures and uhh i dunno what i’d wanna call you. i’d say master probably but imnotsure

@-creatures uhm i mean for some reason s l i m e and other satisfying shit makes that happen. i bet you talking to me like a child could also make that happen though lmao nskdnsn 

@p4th3tik that’s good

i can finally leave 

this is great 

@t-trippy alright, i will 

@-disobedient you don’t deserve it. It’s good that you can’t find anything to use. I know you feel like you want to so badly but please keep trying to push through it. It eventually will get easier.

i just got my cat high on marker 

@t-trippy my eyes are d r y i can’t cry. my eyes aren’t actually dry, i just really can’t cry no matter how much i want to. i’ll definitely remember that it’s okay to cry, and you’re doing a pretty good job of comforting me. you really are 

@-disobedient if you need to cry, that’s okay. I cried like two days ago- it really helps. If it’s ever day time and you feel like crying then you should tell me because I might be able to call, maybe I could help you or you could cry to me. I know you’ll say something like you don’t want me to hear you cry but baby, come on, it’s me. If we ever meet, you’ll soon cry sometime. It’s okay to cry, just remember that. I wanna comfort you. I might not be very good at it but I’m really trying. I really do hope you feel better.

@t-trippy I WAS ABOUT TO CRY HH thank you though, seriously. i’ll try to imagine that, i mean i have before but my thoughts rn were kinda distracting H 

got bored 

lol idk why i’m here 

bloop (x4) 

i don’t know if i even like someone so that’s another oops