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I finished and am still working on my first script. Which is very exciting! For years I struggled to finish things due to my perfectionism and ADHD. 

Please follow @black_n_bored23 on instagram to see my latest castings. I might post them here but I’m not sure. 

wow, long time no see everyone.
          so much has happened. i got diagnosed with autism and ocd, finished high school, etc.
          it's been a challenging road.
          it's really something else that i grew up on here. 
          obviously i'm still grateful for everything i've learned. but i'm considering deleting this account.
          i may come back with a different one but that is not guaranteed.
          if you still want to see my silly little fancasts or if we're close and you would like to contact me elsewhere, please let me know.
          thank you for your support over the years.
          i hope everyone is doing alright.

As I said, it's around the holidays so it's in the spirit to be there for other people. I encourage you to help someone who is trying to raise funds so that she and her family can have shelter during the holidays. You don't have to send the largest amount if you don't have it, any amount can help. This is URGENT.
          
          paypal = dhuncho94
          venmo = Ajanewton-1
          cashapp = $dhuncho94

Happy Friday. It's around Christmas time so it would be in the holiday spirit to support others. Mutual aid should be supported as much as you can, though. 
          I would recommend contributing to your local mutual aid networks as well: https://mutualaid.carrd.co/
          
          Contribute with any amount that you can. It doesn't need to be as much as possible if you don't have the money. Everything counts. 
          
          This page is full of mutual aid requests, which I would highly recommend you contribute to. But they themselves also deserve support. They haven't been receiving what they need.
          https://www.instagram.com/p/CXC9l5Bst4I/
          
          Same with this page. Thankfully they have almost reached their goal. Again, any amount counts: https://www.instagram.com/p/CXPP7kuFXYp/
          
          This page does so much as well to support others. Please help them reach their goal and also take a look at the other requests: 
          https://www.instagram.com/p/CXPPFwtFHhk/
          
          Last but not least, Hurricane Ida is affecting Christmas. You can help out, even with some comments or sharing on your Instagram story (and that counts with all mutual aid): https://www.instagram.com/p/CXJxbj0v1_-/
          
          Please make sure you check in on yourself as well. I'm so glad you made it through the week.

https://www.indigenousmutualaid.org/
          https://voicesforpower.statevoices.org/solidarity-native-american-heritage-month/

https://www.glaad.org/publications/tdorkit

i've been very open about my mental health, at times overly so. but things have never been tougher. i'll try not to get to into it because it's a lot, just a reminder to take care of yourself

the hilarious stuff about looking back at your teenage hormones is that all you can think is...girl you have no idea what any of what you're saying means. and btw, i didn't, haha.

i've noticed i tend to come back here when i'm having some issues mental health wise and i was very open about my struggles, for better or worse. and man, if i only i had known it was only gonna get tougher and if only i could've handled my emotions better.  i attached myself to my favorite things to cope. like i said, the more things change the more they stay the same. i hope you guys are doing well. if you're not, i want you to know that i care about you. i'm still laying low and constantly trying to improve myself. i hope one day things will fully change for the better.