never thought i would log in here again... i tried logging into my old twitter account, but unfortunately, i deleted it back in 2017.
liam's passing made me go back to the past in a way i wasn't expecting. when i heard the news, it wasn't the 24-year-old me who was reading it, but the 14-year-old girl, standing in front of her many, many posters and cds... the girl who used to hide in her room, listen to their songs, and watch their interviews. almost all the english i've learned was because of them. the friends i've made, my trip to london... everything revolved around that band. i'll never forget those moments. growing up with them was such an amazing time for me. as we get older, we realize that behind the curtains, it probably wasn't the best time for them, but i do hope that at the end of the day, they went to sleep knowing they had each other.
liam, thank you for all the beautiful and funny memories i created over the years with you. it breaks my heart to know how you left this world, so young... you were, are, and will forever be loved.
may all of you stay safe and healthy! i miss those old times, when life seemed so complicated, but in the end, it was all okay... it wasn't the end of the world, just living one day after the other.
xx and goodbye :)
