Lia

OH MY GOD HELLO ITS BEEN AGESSS

It's my birthday <3

I actually almost got kidnapped.

Apparently, there is a high percent chance my ex, N (my ex crush), and N's best friend to have feelings for me. All at the same time.
          Also, keep in mind that my ex is in a relationship
          
          What the fuck.

Tell me why almost all my friends either call me mommy or milf
          
          Also one of them said (pretty sexually) they love listening to me curse
          
          
          I'm scared

Ngl, I might as well start walking around with pepper spray
          
          Like
          You can't expect me to be comfortable walking outside when in broad daylight 50+ year old men will be oogling me and whistling
          
          Just a few days ago, a girl was r---d in a local park IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY
          
          Call the police? 
          Police sexually assault them, too
          Right after they go to them for help
          
          So if I can't rely on the police, nor on the adults if God forbid something was obviously happening, who am I supposed to rely on?
          
          Apparently, only on a small bottle of pepper spray 
          
          
          P.S: Just today, 10 different men were eyeing me. 

Why ride a bike when you can ride the biker? 

I just did 700 scissor kicks
          
          Send fucking help

To be honest,
          
          I want a tattoo that says 'момиче кокиче' which means 'snowdrop girl' on my wrist
          
          'Mi amore' on my lower back
          
          'Bunny' on my other wrist
          
          'Sunshine' as a sternum 
          
          And 'ducky' on the side of my upper thigh 
          
          And not just because, but because these are the nicknames my family have individually given me, and I can not begin to express the love and happiness I feel every time they call me one of their nicknames. Knowing that one day they won't be here, at least their memories will linger on me
          
          For an explanation on why I want them in those specific places,
          
          My grandma calls me момиче кокиче and my grandpa ‐ bunny. Any time I start talking to them, they put their hand on mine, their thumbs on my wrist.
          
          My mom calls me mi amore and often puts her hand on my lower back, guiding me.
          
          Now for ducky, that's what I call my baby sister. But when she's here, she always runs to me, especially before her night time, and just sits next to me with her hand on my leg. Or when we're out, she holds onto my leg if I'm not carrying her.
          
          It might be a stupid decision that I'd laugh at in the future, but for now, I'll keep it

My best friend, which I've known for 9 years, just blocked me because I didn't want to go with her to a concert in my town
          First of all, the so-called concert is trash, and I swore since I was a little girl never to go again
          Second of all, the singer? No.
          The people? Hell no.
          The place? Ew
          The whole ordeal? Nah
          She might have fun, but I won't 
          
          And now I'm blocked 
          I should've been mad at her because her ass didn't stop nagging me about it for 2 hours 
          And in the most annoying way
          
          Now she blocked me
          And i somehow managed to keep my nerves under control
          Didn't yell didn't do anything 
          Didn't say any hurtful things or talk in a rude way
          I apologized enough times (like 5) and again
          And this is what I get?
          I can't anymore with her wtf