I cried again after watching Pride and Prejudice (the Keira Knightley vers).
Pang-fifty times ko na yata itong napanood, but it still gets me every time. It was the first novel I read in high school, the first book I ever bought with my own savings, and I remember crying after because it was just that good.
Looking back, so much of my writing came from it. My MMCs are often patterned after Mr. Darcy—the restraint, the quiet intensity, the awkward devotion. And my FMCs? Definitely daughters of Elizabeth Bennet. Sharp-tongued, proud, funny, difficult, tender underneath all the wit.
But beyond the romance, Pride and Prejudice is known for its social commentary: class anxiety, reputation, women being treated unfairly, and Elizabeth refusing to bend to the whims of society.
And I’ve always looked up to that.
I think novels should have something to say about the times they were written in.
And maybe that’s why I write too. Because I want my stories to love loudly, but also look closely. To romance, yes, but also to question, to remember, to say something about the world.
Mama Jane Austen, all my stories are for you. You didn’t get your own happy ending, but you gave so many women theirs. Centuries later, I am still here—crying, falling in love, and writing because you wrote first.
I love, love, love you.