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i thought loss of appetite was a made up symptom n used to beg for it

maybe ive relapsed maybe not

Im so pissed at my past self for taking this ed shit srs….

Ive been feeling like a zombie just working and doing school constantly. Only worrying about that and the fact that my friends probably passively shit on me

im so not gonna reach 30

i love dana sm shes the loml

Every day I pray harder for a natural disaster to kill me

Writing my suicide note w themes of assurance and gratitude and a man pesters me abt my glasses and how I need to see how fine he is in 4k

Killing myself 

i so deeply regret entertaining my ed bc I honestly might have to update my marks and return for another year like a dumb fucking bum