i'm kinda busy now,,

Let me first say that I think in terms of variability... and by this I mean, as far as I am concerned, existence is in motion because of inequality.  So I feel that society is in motion for the same reason... inequality.  What this breaks down into is a belief that people are ultimately selfish...  and I do not mean it in a bad way...  it is just a conscious species way.  This can be seen in the human race...  it is the system of ego...  so I am an oddity for one reason or another...  =  )

I tend not to trust various aspects of people...  perhaps stemming from what I have experienced in life.

I myself can be humorous to people I know and awkward to people I don't.  

I am messy, unorganized, lazy, agreeable and at the same time I debate everything...  passionate about things which may never be fruitful.....  

I am under delusions of being a supreme intelligence...

I am gross...  and do not really tend to appearance...  

I am impatient





Perhaps though despite all of those things...  I can say that I know love...  and have seen with my own mind futures which I would die trying to build