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GUESS WHO'S BACK ON THIS ACC MOTHER FUCKERS

Ty for the vote on "All For The Young Master"!!!!!

YOOOO, ME IS BACK WITH WRITING UTAITE STORIES, LOOK FORWARD TO A NEW ONE SHOT BY NEXT WEEK. 

Will be on a break for a while because of mental issues, be back soon - hopefully.

When everyone you follow on wattpad and twitter are celebrating Christmas while I get stress out in my corner :<
          
          Marry Christmas though-
          
          Don't worry, my sis is being a jerk as always. Making me do her job because she wants to relax 

!Another Rant!
          
          So in just a week there will be a christmas break but classes will be back at Jan 3..upsetting, isn't it? Worst is that, my school promised at the very start that they won't pressure us with a lot of assignments. Yet they gave over 10 assignments just for one week when they said they'll give it in a slow consistent pace. And we always have a week online and a week offline but next week(offline week) was turned into an online week. I just feel very pressured at this moment and I really want to contact depED about the break problem..

Kinda stressed out at the moment. I have a lot of assignments and it just keeps on piling and the teachers aren't gonna wait for us to discuss it they just expect us to know it and be able to answer it

Another rant post!
          
          So there something in my school called acquaintance party. Every year they do that. In that ecen we have BoB or battle of the bands, Acapella contest, popularity contest and poster contest. And for some reason I got scolded for choosing not of join any. Like, they know I have social anxiety yet they(my fam) expected me to join the contests. 

Continuation of the rant post.
          
          For the past few weeks, he's been telling me I lack emotions with playing the piano. My point is, how could I play with emotions when my emotions are often pushed away and ignored. And last night, they called me a cry babay because I was feeling bad for a character when every f-ing day I had forced my tears away because of you(my parents).
          
          
          I'm sorry for ranting, just wanted it off my chest. 

!Rant post! 
          
          As anyone who had read my post know that learning the piano wasn't my choice.
          
          My father worked at home for two months because he didn't want to leave me and my dis home alone.(we used to have a helper but she resigned to settle in with her bf.) I was against the idea because that would mean I wouldn't have any freedom whatsoever. Soon he'll be forced to go to his office because his asking for work home is now being questioned. I'm happy ofc since that meant I would have one eye off my back and I could have better space and I could do what I need to do a lot of more easier.