I just reread your book and it doesn't matter hoe many times I do this, I always cry at the end. The story is just amazing. How you describe feelings and everything... Just wow. I think this story can actually teach something. I'm glad that you did something that actually could happen in real life and you didn't do the happy ending just because it's a fanfick. I personaly think that this ending is the best ending. Tae and Yoongi's relationship was so toxic.. If they would end up together like nothing happen it would be so... corupted? Tainted?
I just feel like it's a perfect imagination of a toxic relationship and how it works. The thing that Tae just decided to leave everything, to focus on himself and to try to "fix" himself is really great. Sometimes I feel like I'd love to do this too. Just start "a new life", far from people who know me, far from everything that hurt me. When I first read it, I remember that I sat down on my bed and for like 3 hours I just thought about this book, about life and how I substantially can identify myself with Tae. (I had a toxic friend who liked to play with my feelings too, the only difference is that he knew about them, not like Yoongi for the most part)
When I was sitting there I just thought "Wow.. Life really is like this, isn't it?" Unfortunately life is not easy and there is so much suffering.
Thank you for this book, we need more people who can write like you!