lifeisnowpain

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I haven't watched onegai my melody but why the fuck is everyone using kuromi as an aesthetic right now like i've legit never heard of my melody before 

lifeisnowpain

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I'm so fucking angry and sad right now... I woke up at morning and it's almost gonna become night and I still haven't ate anything due to how horrible I feel... It doesn't help that a friend is gonna call me soon... I really don't feel like talking them due to how I feel...
          
          

lifeisnowpain

@orange_enthusiast
            
            I apologize for not replying earlier. This comment was originally really in depth and on some parts, it got a bit personal but I figured you would be uncomfortable and deleted it. 
            
            
            I do still think about what happened yesterday and it upsets me but I didn't spend the entire day dwelling about it unlike how I did yesterday. Today, after my sister and mother helped me, I feel much better.
            
            You're genuinely a really nice person. Thank you ❤♡
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orange_enthusiast

It’s okay, because tomorrow is always a new day! It’s also really nice that your mom and sister understand your feelings and try to make you feel better. i’ve seen lots of people on here with bad relationships between their families and it makes me happier to see you in a safe environment
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lifeisnowpain

I bursted out crying literally the second I tried explaining to my mom why I'm sad and angry today. My sister told me we can cancel the call between me and my friend. My friend calling me isn't the reason why I'm so sad today, I really just don't want to talk today.
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lifeisnowpain

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I've recently got into Hololive. I barely know shit about it but I'm currently enjoying it. 
          
          I haven't actually watched a full Hololive stream. I've only watched a couple of translated clips, but I'm planning on watching some horror streams that aren't translated.
          
          I didn't know what Hololive was back then, but I'm pretty sure that the first Hololive video I watched was Fubuki's Disappearance of Hatsune Miku cover.
          
          
          Anyway, I ship Okayu x Korone/Okakoro and Noel x Flare. 

orange_enthusiast

@lifeisnowpain haachama is an ultimate degenerate. Her streams, haatobasic (aka haachama cooking) and cryptic video clips are all entertaining and great!! all you have to do is pray to god that it’s gonna be a normal stream, because chances are, she’s just gonna pull a weird degenerate move and look at lewd fanart of herself. i’d recommend a lot more hololive vtubers if i had the time and if wattpad’s character limit wasn’t a joke
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lifeisnowpain

@orange_enthusiast 
            
            1. Ah, yes, Akai "I like sniffing my feet" Haato. Haachama has a lot of English streams. Are they good?
            
            2. Alright, I'll see if she's good!
            
            3. Oh! I actually know about Suisei! Yeah, I saw a couple of clips of her playing Tetris 99! I remember that the number 1 Tetris 99 was watching her play against the 2nd best Tetris 99 player. I also know about the fact she's a psychopath.
            
            4. I also know about her! Elite gamer Sakura Miko! I actually watched the clip of her saying the n word a couple minutes ago.
            
            5. I actually haven't heard about her before. I'll go watch her!
            
            6. I've heard about her but I haven't actually watched any clips about her. I'll go watch a couple clips!
            
            7. SHEEP. Also, I remember her disconnecting in a game around 6 times before. I've seen it in a clip on one of Coco's news.
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orange_enthusiast

@lifeisnowpain K
             1. Akai Haato/Haachama (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1CfXB_kRs3C-zaeTG3oGyg) her videos are just clips of her spiraling into madness and it's amazing 
            2.  Tokoyami Towa (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1uv2Oq6kNxgATlCiez59hw) she's pretty much just an angel disguised in a devil's body
            3. Hoshimachi Suisei (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5CwaMl1eIgY8h02uZw7u8A) a god at Tetris, is also a psychopath. *also notable that she managed to last a few minutes against the 2nd best tetris 99 player in the world
            4. Sakura Miko (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-hM6YJuNYVAmUWxeIr9FeA) elite idol who nonchalantly said the n word while playing GTA 5 on stream
            5. Artia (https://space.bilibili.com/511613155/) speaks english and is a walking meme generator
            6. Moona Hoshinova (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCP0BspO_AMEe3aQqqpo89Dg) h ea d  b ob
            7. Tsunomaki Watame (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqm3BQLlJfvkTsX_hvm0UmA) h e  ad b   o b 2 (also has shitty internet)
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lifeisnowpain

How can I stop getting notifications from other users? There's this one user who I used to be following until some weird, small drama happened between us. 
          
          I unfollowed them and muted them yet I'm still getting notifications for when they update their book. I commented before on their book but do I really need to go through the comment section and delete my old comments in order to stop getting notifications?
          
          Not to mention, my old comments are most likely lost in the sea of comments and I really don't want to go through every chapter they posted and look for all my old comments and delete them.
          
          The same could be said about other users. I used to be in a certain fandom and I was following this different user (not the one I was just talking about) but I left the said fandom and unfollowed them, yet I'm still getting notifications for their books. They have, like, over 4 books and one of those books have 90+ chapters and their other books have 20+ chapters. I don't have anything against this user, it's just that I'm no longer in that certain fandom and I don't want to get pointless notifications. 
          
          
          There's most likely no solution for this, but I really just wanted to talk about this. It really bugs me.

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@orange_enthusiast
            
            Turns out I didn't actually delete their books from my library. Now, I officially deleted them. I hope I won't get anymore notifications.
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lifeisnowpain

@orange_enthusiast
            
            I think I did actually delete the book from my library. I'll go check.
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orange_enthusiast

Im pretty sure you can just get rid of the book if it’s in your library and you’re good to go
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lifeisnowpain

Can somebody please give me a recommendation on how to cheer up? I don't really care what it is... I just want it to cheer me up. My day got ruined and I really want to be happy again. 
          
          A song to listen to... a video... hell, even a picture, or something I could do in real life outside my phone. I don't care what it is. 
          
          Please...

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@orange_enthusiast
            
            Their videos seem quite short so I'll try watching them.
            
            Their channel seems quite different from the type of channels I usually watch, so I'm quite interested in what they make.
            
            Thank you for the recommendation :)
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pandabug_

@lifeisnowpain You’re welcome fam!
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lifeisnowpain

@Pineapple_Koi
            
            I saw the thumbnail of the next video you sent and it was enough to make me smile. It's such a random video yet it genuinely made me grin and giggle while watching it.
            
            Thank you :)
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lifeisnowpain

are you an "arrr" pirate or a "yo ho ho" pirate
          
          ^ stolen off a tumblr post, but i figured i would ask ya'll this question 

lifeisnowpain

@battyshy 
            
            oh this one is good
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battyshy

I'm a "I'm not gonna pay 600 dollars for photoshop" pirate 
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Okiruki

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pandabug_

I do gotta say that pure furies is a BOP*
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pandabug_

@lifeisnowpain Tbh I really like Hecatia’s design! Maybe that’s just because I have a horrible sense of fashion lol. My favorite themes are Apparitions Stalk the Night, Border of Life, Shanghai Alice of Meiji 17, Candid friend and Cinderella Cage ~ Kagome-Kagome (does that count?) !
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lifeisnowpain

@Pineapple_Koi
            
            You like Hecatia? I really like Hecatia but I'm surpised you like her. Most people hate Hecatia because of her design. What about your favourite themes? My favourite themes are The Sea where One's Home Planet Reflects, Pure Furies, Magus Night, Broken Moon, Koishi's ULiL theme and Kobito of the Shining Needle.
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