lifesucksyall

Hey guys, I just wanted to let you not to worry too much if I don't post this week or in the next couple of weeks. A really good friend of mine tried to kill herself and I am going to be there for her as much as I can, so yeah it's kind of hard to do anything but to cry right now not gonna lie. Anyway take care of yourself and of the people that are close to you.
          	
          	Bye. 

Ila092

@ lifesucksyall  ehi, don't worry, thanks for telling us. Hope that your friend will be ok. 
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lifesucksyall

Hey guys, I just wanted to let you not to worry too much if I don't post this week or in the next couple of weeks. A really good friend of mine tried to kill herself and I am going to be there for her as much as I can, so yeah it's kind of hard to do anything but to cry right now not gonna lie. Anyway take care of yourself and of the people that are close to you.
          
          Bye. 

Ila092

@ lifesucksyall  ehi, don't worry, thanks for telling us. Hope that your friend will be ok. 
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lifesucksyall

Alright guys, big news, I don't know how I did it but I finally can access to my account AND my stories. It's not the first time wattpad does something like this to me so I wasn't surprised but rather anxious and angry. Anyway Peace will continue don't worry guys. Even though I don't see why you guys would worry to begin with this is just an awful and gloomy story but yeah. Bye.
          
          Also thx to you saturn you helped me and made me relax a bit about the situation so yeah you're a good friend. 
          
          The detestable human being that I am. 

Ila092

So... Did you just removed your "Peace" story or what? I remember that you told me that you would have continued your story although I felt that something about your personal life was wrong and you would left... I don't want to be rude and I'm not asking you anything about your personal issues, if you just need time it's okay, but don't give up... Ever... Even when things seems to be "impossible",because your first obstacle is you, so just don't give up

Ila092

@ lifesucksyall  thanks for understanding and again I'm glad that you have been able to solve the problem. 
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lifesucksyall

@Ila092 you didn't bother me, it's really nice of you to be worried about me. I was worried too and anxious at the idea of not being able to continue PEACE. I just had to go on the website and not on the app. But yeah don't worry, you didn't do anything wrong. 
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Ila092

@ Ila092  ehi I'm sorry I didn't want to seem intrusive, it's just that I was I little bit worried. I'm glad that now you can use your account again. Sorry for bothering you. Bye
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lifesucksyall

Hey y'all. Writing is getting harder and anxiety and everything is quite bad. I've always been uncomfortable with me posting online so it's like a big thing for me to do that and to actually write. So yeah it was just for you guys to be a little bit more understanding about how much I will update. I'll try to update once a week but again if I don't, it's not that I stop the story just that I don't feel like I can write for whatever reasons. Anyway. Hopefully my gloomy story will not impact your mood, I love you guys, I guess? I am so bad at those type of things. But yeah sorry for the long message.
          
          Drink water. Eat at the very least once or twice a day. Take care of yourself and clean up your bedroom.
          
          
          Bye.
          
          The detestable human being that I am.
          
          
          (PS: English isn't my first language so bear with me please) 

dunkelvie

@lifesucksyall take your time, i'll be waiting for your updates ♡︎
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