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Ngl it has been almost 2 years since I took a 'short' break from posting on my art account (Instagram) and honestly I'm just getting even worse lmao
          
          Therapy is nice and all but imo this shit is taking so long.
          
          I know healing takes time, but I'm sick of receiving after one diagnosis to another. I can't even enjoy doing art like how I used to and it sucks ass!!
          
          Despite having a decent job, I can't help but blame my self that I would have been so much better if I wasn't a school drop out lmao.
          
          And here I am ranting on Wattpad like wtf.
          I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. The constant switching hurts and honestly I think I'm just cranky rn.
          
          Do wish to do things I used to do back then. Drawing and actually making friends, talking with lovely followers I mean. Now I can't even get myself to get off of bed. God what happened to me..
          
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