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Will you be angry if I try to move on? I'm listening to Wicked 2's "For Good" by Ariana Grande and Cynthia Ervo. Somehow, the song reminds me of you and I. 

I still think of you very much 

Not sure how you like your bedroom. But I prefer mine messily organized. My mother urged me to clean it. But I insist on leaving it this way because there's a system in my chaos. 

"The audacity of this girl." 
          Tell me something original. I've heard this way too many times 

I want a house with soft pink sofas and interiors. At least three bedrooms; one for you, one for me, and one for both of us to share. Just in case we argue and need space. Or just in case you prefer to sleep with lights off—I like mine on, so I need my own room for the night. 
          
          I want bunnies roaming around in the garden. And I'd like to grow my own fruits and vegetables, please. I'm sometimes scared to eat outside because of chemically altered food. 
          (Bold of me to request this since I don't even have the foundational knowledge in gardening.)
          
          I hate doing laundry, so you don't need to worry about the size of my closet. But you should be slightly concerned with the refrigerator size. I like sweet stuff, but I do require a little monitoring when it comes to sugar intake. My daddy just got diagnosed with diabetes. I come from a line of health issues, thankfully I'm born healthy. 
          
          I do love my evening stroll. Can we go together? 

Babyyyy please 

Hey. If there's a third chance, come back. 

I'm ok....hey? are you ok too?

Hey, I almost got kinda forced to take a semester break. I had a meltdown after taking meds. Anyways, I'd to release most leadership positions. And kinda also... just can't stay at campus anymore. So I've to go back and forth between home and faculty/school. 
          
          Yup. I am also going to see a neurologist and psychiatrist, most likely hahaha...

Unfortunately, I still think about you from time to time. So I distract myself with school. I didn't accept their love declarations or whatsoever. I listen lmao. I listened to you.