So I feel weird contacting my followers like this but I think I have to ask for help because I am not helping myself here.
I hate reaching out to people because I think I can tell myself what others will but I am not telling myself that.
Nothing is wrong in particular, but I'm not feeling normal.
I can stop overthinking but it's almost as if I have the remote to turn it off but I don't want to? If that makes sense...
I don't know..
I'm worried, and I'm scared. There's so much to do in life and I'm already scared. And even being this pathetic.
I can easily just suck it up or help myself but I'm not doing that.
How do I do that?