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I sometimes don’t realise how far I’ve come.
A few years ago I used to write shit that made no sense, don’t get me wrong, it still doesn’t but what others didn’t see is progress.
Every time I write something it makes me do 100s of google searches on synonyms, medical emergencies and sometimes even derogatory words XD. I got to learn many random things especially how to pick a lock.
So it’s okay if you do things wrong the first time, effort and consistency matters. We all start from somewhere. Appreciate yourself more even when others don’t!
It’s okay to write hideous fanfics because we learn from it and try our best to not to make that mistake again.
Thank you for wasting your time.
Bye-