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Hi everyone. (TW: ed, sh mention)
          
          I haven’t been updating for like decades and i am sorry for that. But, for my excuse, i had good reasons to disappear. I struggle with lots of different things but my anorexia got a lot worse. I’ve been restricting and purging and one path leading to another… i got a heart condition (it’s better now) and have been down to a really, really low weight. I felt so bad my other bad habits got bad again too, threatening another clinic. I often wasn’t allowed my phone and i am still not allowed to use social media to make sure i dont get triggered. Recovery is hard but to anyone with similar problems: i think it’s worth a try. I am not even half way through it but i am trying.
          
          Since most of my books involve sensitive topics, such as eating disorders and/or self harm… I haven’t been able to upload. I really tried to focus on getting better with food again and gaining all the things i lost back again (yes, also weight;-;).
          
          I will try to write more again and i want to say sorry for dissapearing. Stay safe everyone<3

I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL NAURRRR

SHU PORRANG PORRANG LINO
          Lixie is back on your profile :>

So. Nein, ich bin NICHT tot, ich lebe und habe seit gestern ein neues iPad als Ersatz für meinen Laptop. Also heißt das, dass ich ab jetzt endlich wieder uploaden kann (finally ;-;) 
          
          Okee, das wars auch schon. Byeee

Hiii innie, how r u, my love ?<3

Guys. 
          Mein Laptop stürzt ständig ab. Es wird also ein bisschen dauern bis ich die nächsten Kapitel veröffentlichen kann… Ich hoffe ich bekomme dieses blöde Ding wieder zum laufen. Also jaah… 
          bis hopefully bald :>

Hai innie, hab nen schönen Tag <3

Freue mich schon so;)

Update pirate :)
          Sorry, don’t want to stress you out innie!
          How r u?

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