lilacxlester

 I can't wait to die 

lilacxlester

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Three days without eating, gone. I fucking ate after three days! I was doing so well. What's wrong with me  

lilacxlester

You don't know that. You havent even see a picture of me. Trust me I AM NOT 
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kinksluke

@OkayxCalum are already are beautiful. 
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lilacxlester

Nobody even reads these. I could literally say I'm killing my self. Who cares?

kinksluke

No problem im glad (: @OkayxCalum 
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lilacxlester

Thank you so much. Maybe you don't know how much this means but this means so much to me. xx
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kinksluke

@OkayxCalum im reading now and i would care
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lilacxlester

I'm already dying. Would it be that bad if I actually ended my life? I'd be so much more happier dead, than I ever could be alive. No one can help me, I am alone. I am nor ever will be enough. I am nothing, I'll always be nothing. And maybe one day I'll have the guts to actually kill my self. As I know it'd be best for everyone.

lilacxlester

More than a year later , and I've already made a plan. I'll be gone soon. 
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